Friends

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I have three friends. Two who are in my school and a virtual friend. Now I'm going to talk about my friends from school.

I don't feel like they know me. I only talk to them about series or books. I think I'm boring for that. But I almost never talk about my life.

They don't know that I self-harm. However, it’s been March since I started. It's the end of December here. Well, I admit, I don't really want them to know. I'm afraid of their reaction. And another thing, they never take anything seriously.

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bad friend. I'm afraid they'll abandon me because I've already been abandoned enough in my life, but on the other hand, I want them to abandon me because they deserve a better friend than me and I deserve no one. Does that make sense?

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