⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of Eating Disorder, Throwing up, and Panicking Attack.
The panic I get when I eat something
Anything. Not wanting the food there
I knowing that later in that bathroom
The running water that will mask the sound
Of my fingers slipping down my throat
Letting the regret flow right out.
The feeling of it burning my throat as
I let it slip out as regret.
...
As I replayed the feelings of my
Fingers slipping down my throat
Rushing to get the regret out.
Gripping the ends of the toilet
Feeling my body getting out the taste of
Discomfort as it leave behind as burning
Regretful taste.
On the bathroom floor.
Hands sweating and shaking.
Losing the air in my lungs.
Unable to move.
Having the panic sink in as
Regret play over and over again.
Losing my breath desperately
Trying to find the air back into my lungs
But I can't
I can't see those 5 things
I can't feel 4 things
I can't hear 3 things
I can't smell 2 things
I can't taste 1 thing
The room is closing in
and it's getting dark
The ringing in my ears
the lack of air in my lungs
the pounding in my head
the burning in my throat
the room is getting darker and harder to
find any type of fresh air in.
the darkness taking over
my eyes slowly closing
I slowly slip into the darkness..
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Pretty Pink n Blue Butterfly Poems🦋
PoesiaPlease don't take credit for my work and my own fucking feelings please and thank. There are TW in this poems so if you feel this way please talk to someone you trust but enjoy . -Pink n Blue Butterfly.
