Taylor's POV
" So how are things with Trav, Tay." " Blake he's so respectful and kind, I have never felt this cared for." Travis and I have been talking for about 3 weeks now and I've seen him once. I thought it would be somewhat awkward, but it wasn't. It was like we have known each other for years. " So have y'all..." " No Blake, but I'd really like to" " Damn Tay, you both must have so much self control". " I know, I'm just scared, with the way Joe made me feel about myself, im worried travis won't uhm...like how I look...". When Joe and I were still together he never forgot to remind me how he wished I was smaller, how he wished my chest was bigger, etc. " Taylor, you are beautiful, have you talked to travis about this" " No but im guessing i should, i just don't want him to have like all these high expectations..." " Taylor, you need to talk about this with him, i can tell this is bothering you... I'm gonna head out and you need to call him". " uhm ok... I'll try". Once Blake left I was contemplating actually calling him, but I know somehow Blake would know that I didn't. I checked the time and mentally did the math to make sure he was out of practice. " Hi trav..." " Hi Tay baby...what's up you sound nervous" One thing about Travis is he is able to when something is wrong, there is no hiding anything. " I promise it's nothing to serious, I've just been having some thoughts and I need you to promise me you won't interrupt me while I talk or else I probably won't get the courage to do it again" " Ok, but I hope you know your making me nervous baby". " Oh god how do I even start... ok so you know when people in relationshi- no of course you know...why can't I just say this out loud" " Tay I know I promised to not interrupt but your freaking your self out so how about I help you" I was almost crying at this point, I couldn't get the words to come out so I just nodded my head. " Ok..what's the topic, were you with the girls or jack or tree..." " I was with Blake and she was asking about our koi relationship" " ...Ok... what was she asking about" " She was asking if we have you know and I said no...that I was uhm scared that you weren't going to like the way I looked." There was a moment of silence and I didn't like it , what if he really won't like my body, what if I'm to fat, what if " Taylor, You are so fucking beautiful, words can't even describe... god I wish you were here with me right now, I would prove to you that you are beautiful" " ...how..." " Baby, I don't think I should answer that over the phone. You'll understand in a couple of days when I see you next.
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I apologize.
