love with manipulation

Part 7

"Kim namjoon"

I was just waiting for this stupid party to end but it wasn't ending. Every second was passing like an hour like can't it end already!? If it wasn't for "my moon" I would never ever left her alone....

Taehyung says that "she's like oxygen to you" but little did he know she's not like oxygen... "She's my oxygen" she is growing not only in my mind or heart but in my lungs also...

But the thing I am worried about right now the most is... Did I made her uncomfortable!? Bcz her tone have something which I can't understand!? And if I did then from next time I will be extra careful with her. "She's precious" maybe not to the world but to me she's...

Keeping in my mind not to make her uncomfortable or awkward. I decided to bury my desire to just to forget this stupid party and take her somewhere not caring about anyone not like I do now but somewhere... where it's just me and "my moon" no one can disturb us....

Where I can talk to her all day, Admire her all day without any disturbance, most importantly listen to her sweet voice just like her it's addictive. I never had drugs but the thing I am sure about is she's much more addictive than any drug...

Even if their are many stars in the sky still she's different bcz She's moon... Most importantly "my moon" maybe she's another star for everyone but to me she's moon... Do you know why I call her moon!?

Maybe bcz she have scars!? Maybe she's pretty like moon!? Maybe maybe maybe!? But the real reason is... When I call her moon and look at moon in night... I feel her a little closer maybe too far but atleast I can see her from this far away...

Not only in night but in day also. I just felt like she isn't visible to my eyes just like moon but she's here... Watching over me always most importantly with me always. But is she!? I don't know!? But imagining her with me gives a different kind of inner peace...

A peace which I can't get anywhere in this world but only by her presence. At the same time her presence make chaos inside me without her knowing... I wanted to watch her hand still not knowing why!? But want to that too desperately maybe because hands tells a lot about a person or not!?

Her finger tips were visible from her long sleeve dress and which she was fiddling in nervousness. Did I made her nervous!? If yes then in what way!? I have several questions but have no guts to ask for answer...

Finally after an eternity this party ended with me being in thoughts of "my moon". As I said she's standing their silently waiting for me. I just want to jump around and scream telling the whole world that my moon is waiting that too for me. But I must control myself...

"Y/n"

I was standing in the corner waiting for Kim namjoon . I am shocked to my core to see his behaviour towards me like he didn't even diverted his gaze from me even for a second and I doubt if he would have blinked. But why!?

His intense gaze on me was as usual making me feel nervous as usual creating millions of choas inside me unexpectedly just by his gaze like are you kidding me!? I would have said this exact same line but now it's a fact...

He's coming towards me like a child who will finally get his favourite sweet after eternities. But I must compose myself and will complete my plan tonight anyhow... I must go to his house tonight anyhow. Chanting inside my head composing myself and not get swayed by "my life threat" I was standing right infront of him...