love with manipulation

Part 8

"Kim namjoon"

I was walking toward my car after speaking some nonsense but whatever who cares even if I look like a fool or become one. I was holding her dress sleeve and it's a whole different feel but what!? I don't know!? But I am happy my moon, my y/n is with me for a little more...

I stopped infront of my car and she seems lost but where!? I am right here infront of you. Feeling jealous of her thoughts and finding her gaze on my hand. I felt a little peace atleast it's about me but what!? Is it something good or... Not jumping on any conclusion I decided to call her name DAMN I know her name...

Nj - Y/n...

She looked up and made a confused face which was very adorable. Suddenly a thought about her scar came and my curiosity about her was rising but can I know!? I decided to speak before I get lost in her which I can even do for my whole DAMN lifetime....

Nj - You can trust me ok...

I said... so that she don't feel awkward about her boss dropping her home personally. She blinked her eyes adorably but something doesn't feel right!? Did I said something wrong!?but what!? Again her melodious voice reached my ears breaking the chain of my thoughts which obviously revolves just around her...

Y/n - B-but it will be i-inconvenient for y-you...

She raised her concern but I opened the car door for her to get in obviously not replying to her stupid questions like "moon" I will be happiest and maybe luckiest human to drop you especially hoping to spend some more time with you which will become precious automatically as you'll be in it.

Nj - please do me the honour...

She looked battled but then she came and sit in the car and I decided to not speak much other than her Address to not make her awkward. But she seems lost but as long as I can be with her... I don't care about anything else...

But again seeing her expression their was something wrong which I obviously don't know. She was in some deep thought which I obviously don't know!? So it's better I don't try...

She was looking outside the window whole time just once checked her phone maybe to cancel the cab!? Her eyes, face lack that shine which I desire to see and always dreamt about...

But why!? Is she having some problems no ofcourse a Big NO... But if it is, I will do everything to solve it. Then again a thought about her scars ran down in my mind like a speed of light. Why is she hiding her scars!? Is she insecure about her scars!?

If yes then why!? "They're resemblance of how strong and how much pain you have suffered" I want to say it out loud and comfort her but how!? Sighing obviously because we have reached and I don't want her to go away from my sight even for a second but then again, can I stop her!?

Nj - you live here!?

I asked concerned because the environment wasn't good. It doesn't seem like a good or hygienic environment. Is she really have some problem or what!? But can I ask!? I don't know!?

Y/n - umm w-would you l-like to come and h-have a t-tea as my g-gratitude!?

She said meekly and hesitant. Is she uncomfortable if I come go!? But it doesn't seem like. Scolding myself to not go as my gut feeling I replied...