Then There's You (SamMon AU)

22. Hers and Hers 💕

Sam ;

"If this is a dream, don't wake me up!"

Sam says a moment after when she feels Mon breaking the most heavenly thing she has ever experienced.

Oh God!!

Sam never meant to make the atmosphere so charged. She was casually doing what she always does, the playful banter is their thing all the time. But the moment her fingertips brushed Mon's lips, the environment around them changed itself..  !! 

Her lips! Oh lord! Sam always thought about how it feels like kissing 'em.

Sam knew instantly that she was attracted to this angel of a girl when she first found her in her arms. She was so fascinated with her from the very first encounter. That fascination only kept growing and growing with the course of time.

When they started to get close, spending time together, hanging out together, when Sam got to know Mon both outwardly and internally, she knew it was hopeless for her. She was so down for this girl. She was not only beautiful outside but equally beautiful inside as well.

Sam understood she wasn't just physically attracted to her no more. Mon's inner beauty, her sweet, caring, adorable nature made her fall for the girl long ago, even before Sam realized…

Sam was and is willing to do anything for her, Be anything for her. She couldn't help but do everything in her power to make that girl happy or special. Whether being extra caring for her or being protective of her.. Sam wants to be everything for her Mon.

Yes, her Mon! People are happy in their own ideal world. And in Sam's ideal world, Mon is hers.

The most important thing in Sam's life has become to make Mon smile. She loves her smile, it's like a necessity for Sam.. She never wanted to see her girl crying again.

Her Girl..? Eh? Well in an ideal world yes! In the real world, she really hoped it would be one day!

Okay so, Sam never wants to see Mon crying again. The first time she saw that she felt something crushing inside of her own, Sam didn't like that feeling. She never wanted to relive that feeling. So she took it upon her to make Mon as happy as possible. She will do everything to make Mon understand how much she means to Sam.

But Like any other human being Sam has her doubts too. She didn't know what Mon feels for her, or felt anything for her at all. Yes they were getting close. But Mon was nice and friendly with everyone. She was too much of a sweetheart to be rude or harsh with anyone. So there was a fair chance that Mon only sees her like a friend.

Also how a person like Mon who could literally have anyone on their knee for her, would want Sam anyway?  Her own father never wanted her..

But Sam felt for the first time that maybe! Maybe she wasn't the only one that desired them to be close when Mon talked about not being able to hang out anymore due to their assignments being almost complete. Sam's heart leapt out of joy. Mon wanted them close too or at least wanted them to spend time together. That was enough for her to hope.
And events after that whether it's watching movies together, them waking up together in the same bed, her cooking for Sam or her being jealous of Nita , these small things gradually solidified Sam's hope that they could potentially be a thing. Real thing. Like a couple things!

Them waking up in the same bed was the best feeling Sam had felt for the longest time she remembered. She was still in sleep induced daze when she felt Mon in her arms. Feeling content, she brought her closer, snuggling more into her and in those few seconds Sam decided that it's the best way to wake-up every morning, that she wants to wake up like that with Mon beside her. And that thought broke her from her daze and she got still. She could think clearly, waking up together?! She was no way near to that situation in their relationship. Actually there is no relationship. What was she thinking?