Maria:
I'm spiraling, I am and always will be spiraling.
My friends are all in love with handsome boys. They all look beautiful. Perle has dyed her blonde and now every boy wants to be near her. Victoria has her boyfriend in college, who she needs to hide. Petra has her hallways crush, wrapped around her finger and me?
I can't even look at myself anymore. I gained a lot of weight and cut my long hair, because it was falling out. I love my new haircut but boys seem to hate it. I look ugly, in any way possible.
No wonder nobody falls in love with me.
In these moments I remember Luke. What would he think about me and was the reason he never wanted to talk to me, my appearance ?
After winter break, I started loosing weight. I worked out a lot, but I couldn't stop myself from eating. I ate chocolate everyday at night, when I could. I stopped caring and let myself go. No matter how hard I try, I will not be beautiful. Atleast that's what I thought. Because apparently I knew nothing about Beauty standards, till I did.
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The End of me- Maria
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