Life sucks. Exams are kind of over .I am having my mental breakdown right now. With my shivering hands I dont know what to do ,how to calm myself. The feeling of unworthiness eating me up. when everyone is so proud that they did there best .Their I am who did even tried . I can't because I dont want to. I feel just mugging up the book so useless and I don't have any kind of attachment for this subject. I feel like I am a loser who couldn't even chase her dreams of becoming a chemist, just because nobody supported me . I could have stood for myself , but I didn't do that. I am a loser .
Siyar pov:
Exams over , as usual I didn't study anything . My family is the only thing I could think off...seriously what is actually wrong with me? This is something I worked hard for then why couldn't I focus on my studies why do I feel so fed up with this education system . Only if I do good in college could look after my family . "Fari, I am leaving for work byee see u ". I do have to make money for my family.
Liya pov:
Another night of crying episode, with my overwhelming thoughts of how am I going to finish up my college, all I do feel is lonely I dont have any friends to share up my thoughts. When everyone is enjoying there time with friends here I am alone suffering. I hate my college I hate my life .
Why does my life have to so boring . Why can't I do something exciting. Why ... that's the only thing in my mind.
April 2020
Haa as usual days passing...life getting more and more busy exams assignments seminars etc.
Both of there conditions are getting worser and worser .
But both of their way of expressing the unknown pain inside them was different.
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Unwanted
General FictionSurvival through her late teenage years.....somehow overcoming days.......
