Unwanted

chapter 1

Liya pov:

First day at college , excited anxious or maybe a little overwhelmed. Sitting with parents hearing the orientation program feels so strange, let me think
"Am I doing something that I like or is because of my parents ?"Rubbing of all my thoughts away,I focused on my course ciriculam that had been displaying.
Looking at my parents I do see a sense of satisfaction in their faces.
I just turned around me to have a look of my new classmates. Yeahh okay okayy pretty nice I guess. During the intervals my mom is giving me advices on what all things I must do, as usual I just nodded.

Like that a long session came to end and tomorrow onwards my official classes are starting. So the next step  finding a hostel to stay. After a long search for hostels, dad came with one DAZZLE . This place I know going to be my next home for the next 4 years of my life, with a heavy heart I walked towards my new room. My sister helped me with unpacking my things I could see the sadness in her eyes. My heart was aching of thinking of my sister, how I am going to be apart from her. Maybe the most saddest part of being away from home.

Time passes, dinner time I just came out of my room to a unknown world of girls like me . Some laughing, some sad all like me experiencing there first day .
I sit with two girls who were talking a lot laughing and having fun , I made me more anxious why I am I like this I couldn't even open my mouth to ask about them as expected they also didn't mind about me or my exsistance . Then later that day we all gathered together to know each other and there course specializations from that I came to know that these two are my classmates. Really didn't know how to react because they were like good thick friends and I was like a intruder amoung them. I couldn't communicate like them I couldn't laugh with them with a open heart I just started pretending to be happy, when I  was really not ,faking smile but crying inside.