Unwanted

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Days passed like that, dont even knew why I was pushing my life like that. Everything seem so terrible and uncomfortable.  Like that we came to do a group work where I met someone similar.
I could sense something was not okay with him.Somehow for whatever reason I felt attracted with him .

I just left it like that, I need to focus more on my career. Yes it's true it is not something I liked but still I took it , now it's my way. I have to go through it.

Days passing by she is losing my mind everything becoming unclear dont know what to do. The passion she had nothing is left with her. Her career which she was forced to follow, she couldn't talk to anyone about what was happening inside her.

Siyar Pov:

Like that another day came to an end. Nothing usual or nothing special just an another boring day.  What is this people seeking from this education system??? Like why? "Hey...come let's go have something" said Fari. " Yupp let's move on".
We reached cafeteria, we both ordered two coffee with some snacks." So what's your plan for the day " " nothing...." "Ahh as usual righttt" . Fari is my first friend I got after coming here. We do share some similar characters, we both are somewhat quite as well as kind of people who are against this social arrangements on our way of living. In other words people who dosent what to blindly this normal living tradition of being a kid ,study, work, family and becoming old. We want to live our somewhat different. Being said that I am not interested in any girl or any institutions like marriage just want to live my life some how without any pressure from anyone.

Liya pov:

First internal exams approaching ,  still I couldn't find an answer whether I should continue this course or not.  I dont want to study these things I just need a life free from all societical nomes. Aaahhh what ever I could atleast see him right, for some reason it calms me down. He doesn't know me,  even I don't know him fully, but deep down I feel like he could understand my problems . I dont if it is my day dream from this hard reality . But its sweet. In this world now all I could feel is utter loneliness. But somehow I feel like he could change that. A feeling of warm breeze.

1st day of internal exam:

Aahhhh! Everybody is kind of tensed and want to give there best as possible ,there I am sitting ideally without even just reading my books .For some reason I dont feel any kind of competitiveness . "Why does people have to go through this much pressure though...." Niha replied " just because the course doesn't matter to you , it doesn't mean that nobody wants it's okay!".She is right.
That's it I saw him. As expected, no book no tension the cool guy.
He sat in front of me just simply looking at his phone, nothing is bothering him . I just found someone like me .