I lay in bed replying the events of today in my head over in over again because sleep isn't an option.
I don't think I'll ever be able to sleep again after...after everything that's happened.
Every time I try to sleep or close my eyes I see it.
That shadowy figure lurking outside my window while I was all alone in my house.
Unlike tonight.
My brother and my parents are home but it still feels off. Like something could happen at anytime no matter who's with me.
So I don't sleep.
I continue staring at the ceiling remembering the way it felt to have Jax that close to me.
I still hate him of course but he'll always hold a place in my heart.
No matter how hard I try he's always right there.
Gnawing away at my heart and reminding me that he's here and here to stay.
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The next day at school I can barely keep my eyes open.
The sleepless nights must be catching up to me now.
My friends must notice it too because Birdie asks me, "Are you okay Tempie? You look like you're here but not really here. Like you're just going through the motions."
That's because it's true.
But the matching looks of concern that's plastered on the rest of my friends faces makes something completely different come out of my mouth.
"Yea...uhh sorry. I'm just a little tired is all. I'm fine." I force a smile which must not look very convincing because again they give me concerned look.
"Are you sure?" Hayden asks from my right.
"Yes of course."
I can tell they want to say more but class starts and all attempts at trying to get more answers out of me are put on hold.
Once class is finally over I collect my things as fast as I can and walk as fast as my legs can out the door before my friends continue there interrogation.
As I'm speed walking down the halls a very familiar platinum blonde hair catches my attention.
Jax.
I really can't deal with this right now.
With him right now.
I'm already going to have to see him tomorrow for our meeting and the family dinners were forced to have.
I should be used to it by now.
And I was getting...okay with it but with all the shit that's happened the past couple of days, it's brung up way too many emotions.
Emotions that I do not want to deal with today.
So I begin walking faster to my next class but as I weave through the people in the hall I feel something hard hit my shoulder and I feel my body fly forward.
A half gasp half scream leaves my lips and I prepare myself for the feel of the cold ground.
But instead I'm met with the feel of strong arms I know all to well.
Fuck my life.
♛
AUTHORS NOTE
-sorry for the short chapter
-Jax's chapter next!
-new story coming out!
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