One of The Guys

Toji One Shot

This was going to be a fic but now i am just reposting as a one shot 😅
Smut and angst: 😭

It's hard to maintain a positive outlook when all the outcomes of your actions are unlucky...

A constant shrill ringing in your ears was the only thing allowing you to cling to consciousness. Your mind was no longer full of the constant anxiety of day to day life. Only the sensations of pain and pleasure blending into an addictive cocktail.

"You're doing so well for me..." a gruff voice groaned into your ear. "Just... hah.. a bit longer" you tried to cling on to the muscular figure in front of you but you felt too weak. Your overworked muscles felt like jelly.

You moan as his hands wrap around your throat once again. "Fuck I love that face..." His voice was raspy and breathless. You feel his figure tense and deep guttural grunts escape his lips. You whimper as you feel him release deep inside of you.

"Shhh..." You are pulled up gently into his arms as he moves your hair from your face. "Your ok sweetheart." You nuzzle into his neck as he rubs your back. "No no..." He hums into your ear, "Look at me."

Suddenly he is cradling your head. You feel his lips leaving quick kisses along your face. "Come on..." You lift your heavy eyelids with a sigh until you meet his piercing green gaze. "There she is..."

"Toji..." You mumble finding your voice. A smirk forms on his face, the thin scar on his lips draws your gaze. His lips are on yours taking away what little breath you had. "Mmm." You get drawn in again, enjoying his fingers tugging at your hair.

"I can't..." you mumble after his tongue probes your mouth greedily. "Please..." a soft whine of protest causes a deep chuckle from his chest.

"It's ok princess." Toji soothes you as you finally begin to come back to your senses. "I'm going to run a bath." He lays you back onto the bed but as he tugs away you grip his wrist. "I promise I'm not leavin ya right now..." He whispers and you reluctantly let go. "Good girl."

You watch his broad back exit your bedroom door as your brain starts formulating thoughts again. You let that man back in. Back into your home and your heart.  A few compliments and a shitty excuse was all it took. He was the only one who could make you lose yourself. Lose all control and damn it it was exhilarating.

Your mind curses you as you recall the events that led to you now trying to find the strength to move. "How are you doing princess?" His raspy voice interrupts you scolding yourself. You look up into those beautiful green eyes and frown.

Toji ignores your expression, helping you sit up so you can drink a glass of water. You slowly sip as he lifts the glass. "You seein anybody?" Toji randomly asks and you choke. As you cough you glare up at him and he wears that same smug expression.

"No..." you practically growl and that grin falls just a bit.

"You really should." He says as if chastising you. That familiar feeling of disappointment and anger returns as if in cue. Before you could curse him he lifts you up into his arms. You decide to stay silent as he takes you to the bathroom and sets you into your tub.

You feel his eyes studying you but you refuse to look at him. "Aww Y/N don't be like that." His low chuckle echoes against the tile. The sound was both haunting and angelic to your ears.

When you still refuse to meet his eyes, you hear him click his teeth. From the corner of your vision you see him lean over and grab the clean washcloth he had prepared. "Toji... Do you just enjoy hurting me?" You managed to ask and hear him sigh.

This time he is speechless as he runs the cloth along your tired body. You close your eyes distracted by the warm water cascading down your skin. The silence did not bother you but you could feel the tension between you now. After he washes you clean from the mix of sweat and his own essence he stands.