a heavy heart

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I think I have a heavy heart.

We weren't even dating,
I didn't like you that way,
and that was fine with me,
and more than okay with you.

I'm not allowing myself,
to grieve someone like you,
bc u were at fault,
more than i ever could.

I tried falling asleep,
after we stopped talking,
and was really easy,
bc somehow i was exhausted.

And then I woke up,
the next day after,
and i felt refreshed,
but somehow still tired.

I don't know,
what a heavy heart is,
but if it's so exhausting,
then I think I have it.

It's like a pain in your chest,
or like you're carrying weights,
and it makes me so tired,
in the worst way.

I think I have a heavy heart.
- 26.12.23

A/N
No comment on this but happy belated christmas. Btw where i'm from we open presents on christmas eve.
Lots of love and stay safe
Lizzy

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