Loud Silence

You

"Ughh I hate him"

No, no you don't,
your obsessed with him,
and even worse,
you're obsessed with me.

I don't know,
what's so good about me,
that makes you copy,
and be exactly like me.

But I guess he's falling for it,
so at least you're doing something right,
but i don't understand,
how you could betray me like that.

I ruined myself for you and him,
but I guess you don't care,
you only care about him,
while he doesn't think of you once.

I wish I could do to you,
what you did to me,
but I can't do that,
it isnt me.

If I were to,
i'd tell you everything.
How he doesn't like you,
and how he doesn't see you as a friend.

It might sound mean,
but you were disrespectful,
and cruel and rude,
not just to him but also to me.

I would tell you,
how he's just nice to you,
because he's nice to everyone,
he doesn't like you that way.

I would never say that to your face though,
that would be too mean,
and i simply can't say that,
because i don't have the right to.

I have no idea what is going on with him,
I don't know him anymore,
but neither do you,
so please stop pretending that you do.

You always say that you know him,
then what is his biggest regret,
his favorite colour and why,
who is his best friend?

The issue is you don't know him,
not even in the slightest,
I hate when you say you do,
because you simply don't.

You can't have with him,
what he had with me,
he doesn't want that,
you're making him feel uncomfortable.

I hate that you feel like you have the right,
to do whatever you want to him,
and say the rudest things,
just because he's respectful and doesn't do anything.

Though he's respectful to everyone,
you're not special,
and he still likes me more,
even now that I left.

- 21.04.24
A/N
hey guys,
I know this poem sounds really cruel and stuff but I want you to know that I would never say these things to her face, but i'm just disappointed in her and that she started being close with him after he broke me and I broke him. No hate to him tho. And also today marks the four month no contact. So happy anniversary
Love you guys and please stay safe,
Lizzy