It hurt a lot to see you with someone else, it hurt even more to see you treating her the way I begged to be treated.It hurt so much that if you felt what I felt you would hate me forever, but for some reason I never did, nor would I be able to because I was so blinded by love that you had total control over me.
The day before you took her over you sent me a message, asking me why we'd drifted apart, unfortunately I replied with ignorance because I was used to you coming back, it was the last time we spoke, and if you only knew how much I regret leaving so much unsaid....
I left too much unsaid, which perhaps you didn't deserve to hear, but I still feel it and I can't hide it, you were my first love and you will always have total control over me.I hope you don't have it in the future, I want to find someone else, someone who will make me forget everything that happened between us, as much as I can't forget you, I wish I could.
YOU ARE READING
Have you ever been in love?
PuisiOne of the books I wrote about you, but never had the courage to tell you, a book with so many chapters about you, but none about us. The most beautiful lines written, but the most painful.
