𝕯𝖆𝖗𝖐 𝕭𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖊𝖉 (Kakashi X OC)

9.

As I got closer to Kakashis house I thought of how greatful I was to have him. He visited me so much while I was hospitalized. I feel so guilty for always being hospitalized and sick.

It's just... I've been through so much... loss and so has he. Maybe that's why... we are so good together. I felt a smile creep onto my lips.

I arrived at his apartment complex. I sighed and straighten out my clothes and hair as I approached his door. I reached out my hand to knock, but I realized the door was cracked open.

Something felt wrong...

I activated my sensory jutsu. I sensed two signatures. I wasn't sure what I was thinking.

I rushed to open the door. When I did the light from the hallway lit up the dark room.

The two figures did not notice my presence.

On the couch that was faced me, the couch where me and Kakashi had laid multiple nights together. I saw everything I'd never wanted to see. Kakashi's bare face, entangled with another woman.

My heart pounded against my chest. I felt as if I couldn't move. I was stuck enduring the despair of watching Kakashi make out with some half naked girl.

As her hair reflected the light, I saw its color. It was dark purple, Anko.

Of course, it just had to be her.

I felt hot tears steam down my face. I whimpered. Kakashi faced me, shock written in his face. I watched as he pushed anko off the couch.

Her undressed body faced me. I couldn't take this. I ran out into the hallway. When I was halfway down. I stopped myself. My aching heart beat so fast my breaths couldn't keep up. My chest tightened and my ribs ached. I held onto the wall.

Is this what love does to you? I knew it from the start, how irrevocably in love with kakashi I was. How stupid, all these years just for me to end up like this. Crying in a hallway, alone.
I wiped my tears and pulled myself off the wall.

Then I heard someone behind me, Anko stormed right to me. "This is all your fault Enyo. If you hadn't come today...actually if you never came to this village Kakashi would love me." Her hand connected to my cheek. It left stinging sensation behind.  I held my cheek with my palm.

I stared at her, confused, angry. "Don't play dumb." I felt my eyebrows furrow.

"What? Cat got your tongue? It's because I'm right, all you are is his useless dog. You follow him around everywhere of course I could never compare." She rolled her eyes at me and got in my face.

Stay calm.
Don't hit her back.
She's just a nobody.
Just a nobody.
Just a nobody.

I slapped her, my hand stung from the pressure and she held her cheek. I had to physically hold back from bashing her head into the wall.

"What the fuck is your problem?!" Tears welled in her eyes.

"Be lucky that's all I do to you." I practically spit the words out in her face. She walked away from me clutching her cheek.

I shook my head and began to walk down the hallway. I've done enough. Kakashi is going to hate me for catching his act, and I'm going to be miserable.

But how could this be how things end? I didn't think kakashi was someone who would do this. I thought... he loved me.

I started to walk slowly down the hallway till a hand grabbed my arm. Stopping me. I turned to see kakashi.

I saw his unmasked face, and I started to cry.
I cried the kind of tears that just roll off your face when you're sad. The painless tears that echo in your heart. Making you question why you do anything at all.