« V's POV »
For years, I thought I could love someone.
Someone that.. I could actually trust...
And yes, I did. I did end up finding someone who I thought was...
'the one.'
But it just... crumbled apart.
Like it was some unreachable dream of sorts.
...
Why did fate have to take him away from me?
We were happy just the way we were back then.
And now I'm just...
This– this stupid..
killing machine.
Who can't feel a single emotion.
All while he remains all cheery and happy.
Still the same joyous guy I know.
Just like how he always used to be.
...
He probably misses the old me...
To be honest,
I do too.
Sometimes I wished I never changed at all.
I'm fucking patheti–
"Uhh.. hello...? Copper-9 to V? Are– are you.. okay...?"
Huh? Oh right, forgot he was still here.
"Uh– uh yeah.. Yeah I'm... alright. Just– zoned out a bit..?"
N was quiet for a second, before he sighed.
"You don't... usually zone out that much y'know.. Matter of fact, I have never — and I mean ever — have seen you zone out. Especially not for long like that."
I just looked down on the floor and frowned, exhaling.
"N, you're an expert when it comes to feelings, right?"
"Uhh... yeah..?"

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