Love against hate

Thinking about you (part2)

Hawks POV:

I miss that burnt bastard. The way his hair always smelt like smoke and ashes
The way he held me and ruffled my hair, his kisses before i went in a mission or before we parted ways at night.

I miss feeling his staples and burnt skin against my body. Those blue eyes that you can drown in like a ocean and those hot piercings he struggled to keep clean. I miss every part of him even if he is a villian. We could of made it work but he said it was impossible.

Flashback

"Dabi" i cried "you don't have to do this" as i tried to hold his hand but he backed away. "We don't have a choice birdy, your a hero and I'm a villian and i will not hurt you more then i already have" dabi sighed.
I was already crying and shaking looking down hating every moment of this. "It's been 3 years and your going to throw it all away because of the war YOU helped plan with shigaraki?" I muffled out starting to get angry "keigo it's not like that i didn't have a choice in this" dabi coughed out with blood slowly going down his face. Due to his scars he couldn't cry properly
"Then why didn't you just leave you could of stopped this" i sighed turning away "but i guess your right. Nothing lasts forever right?" I cried as i started to talk away. This has gotten to painful, as i walked away i heard dabi say one last thing

"I love you keigo and i always will"

I froze at his words. Even after dating all this time we both were to afraid to say those words to each other.

"I love you to dabi" i said with a sad smile as i began to fly away leaving him there. My heart was shattered knowing what was next to come.

End of flashback

That stupid fucking bastard. I loved him ever since we started dating. "I still love you crispy" i sighed now knowing where he could be but wherever he is i want him to know. I take a feather and blow it out the window "find touya todoroki for me" i told the feather since i can use it as a tracker as well as a weapon if needed.

I watch the feather fly away hoping it would actually find my star-crossed lover (ha Romeo and Juliet reference) i sighed really hoping that some day i would be able to find him again even if he is miles and miles away i will never give up.

I lay down on my bed scrolling through my phone when i get a text

A: hawks

H: what's up aizawa

A: oboro wants to see you

A: hey hawks!-oboro

H: haha I'll be on my way in the morning

A:okay goodnight keigo

H:night

I put my phone on the nightstand next to my bed it is still so weird to hear other people say my real name not just my hero name. I only liked my name when touya called me it. It always sounded so..real

I need to stop he has probably moved on by now
I wouldn't be surprised if he was dating his boss after all they are both villians

I slowly start to doze off thinking about touya
Wishing he was here laying next to me

"I miss you" i whisper going to sleep

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I hate this chapter but whatever
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