☼ 72 days to find the sun ☼ H.S fanfic

CHAPTER 1: introduction

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To pages; today marks the first day of the new year, and I want to make this one memorable, to do this I am going to write in a diary, no not like that one you Wrote in every 2 months when you were 13 about that dick head in your math class, no, I am going to write in this every god dam day. To kick start this diary i am going to write 3 resolutions,

Resolution № 1;
'Stop biting your fucking nails '
('I am a mature 18 year old female, that needs to look socially acceptable without small colourful prices of plastic glued to my fingers.')

Resolution № 2;
'For real tho I need to pay some attention in class.'
('No but on a serious note I need to listen to my uni-professor or i will be severely fucked.')

'And finally,'

Resolution № 3;

'Stop giving a shit about you ass hole ex boyfriend.'
('I know it was almost one month since I left him, but I need to he just wanted sex, I didn't what a serious relationship but I wanted someone who gave a dam, and Luke hemming was not that someone.')

Written: at 11:54pm on January 2nd.

I closed the White book with small doodles on the cover and threw it onto my bed, I looked at my phone to check the time,

11:56 pm

Ugh-

That's the ONLY thing I missed about being with Luke I was always preoccupied,

If you know what I mean.

But now I am a single Pringle I feel so lonely at home it's just me and Lizzy,
Lizzy is my cat I am not cool enough for a roommate, my friends room with each other on school grounds I wanted to, but I forgot to mail in my form to live on the school grounds, so I am only aloud there for 4am - 8pm in the week days.
Witch sucked because I could not see my best bitches 24/7 but, I did get to live with my cat.

Yay

And besides I had a car so it only took 10 minutes to get there.

So I think I will tell you a little bit about my ex boyfriend,
Mr. Luke hemmings,
We met summer last year, around a month before the second leg of the tour started, the first week was great, you know like with super fucking cute dates, just hanging out with the other three boys, who to be honest were such little shits, but okay I guess,
but then the tour started.

And so did the sex

He literally wanted it every day after a concert, then he tried making me call him 'daddy' witch I was not going to do because that's not how I roll, it's cool in daddy kink fanfic, but not my cup of tea.

After about 4 weeks of just fucking, I asked him him we could go on a date, the look he gave me, like I asked for a date, not a fucking unicorn,
He said I over reacted by leaving him in November, because he hated spending Christmas alone,

Or just alone in bed,

But did I care, no,
Not fucking really.

I still got the odd 'baby I need you' and 'I was wrong and I miss you', texts,
like I get it your sorry but I don't care if you just want to fuck.

My phone buzzed once again, it was another text from my mum.

From: mum
Received at 11:57pm

'Hii Violet,
Just wanted to make sure you are okay, and such.'

From: Violet
Sent at: 11:59pm

Hi mum,
'I am fine, actually got some studying done a few hours ago so that's good, just made a cup of green tea, with that stuff you sent me, a little hot tho!'

From: mum
Received at: 12:01pm

Ohh good, glad to know that you are doing some work, how is Lizzy I hope she is keeping you Company, has that Luke boy text you anymore, I don't want him talking to you. I don't like him, but you can keep talking to that colourful boy what's his name Marc? Anyway he is sweet. Sorry honey got to go now I burnt my toast, LOL, but I will talk tomorrow? Okay love you bye!.'

From: Violet
Sent 12:05pm
Okay mum, I will leave you to your burnt toast have fun love you too!!
P.s it was Michael.

And that is it that is how i spend my Friday nights when I was single, drink tea, write in my "diary" and text my mum.

That will soon change.