TRIGGER WARNING
It had not been the first time I did it, and it probably was not going to be the last.
That what I thought as I did It.
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I opened my phone, looked at the stupid time counting app,
Days clean:
01 year
32 days
10 hours
02 minutes
I closed the app and opened Twitter, I saw the photo of him,
Him
The guy who took away my innocence,
And promised to love me
For a eternity,
And now he is holding hands with a girl he probably said the exact same thing to.
The image quickly became blurred as my eyes filled with salty tears that burned as they rolled down my face and off my chin.
I look at my self in my bathroom mirror,
Mascara stained cheeks,
Messy hair, sore eyes.
"I can't do this Any longer,
I am sorry, Harry."
~FLASH BACK~
"Wake up baby girl, we need to get ready for the concert tonight,"
"Ugh, ten more minutes, please Luke, my head hurts from last night!"
"Is that because of our gig, or the.."
"Shut up, Luke it was the gig, please give me 10 minutes I have a headache"
"Hold on babe, I will be right back!"
He gave me a light kiss, and ran out of our bedroom, stumbling over his big feet on the way out.
Idiot
Lizzy jumped onto my bed and sat on my stomach looking at me like I just said something that offended her,
"Meow"
"Oh god, what do you want bitch?
*disapproving cat look*
"Meow"
"Well fuck off then"
She walked to the end of my bed and plopped herself down and very easy fell asleep
"I know your secret Lizzy u little hoe"
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"I am back, and I have stuff!" Luke exclaimed enthusiastically.
"Yay, I love stuff"
He placed a small white tray were Lizzy was that had paracetamol, orange juice and toast on, he looked at my face as I examined the objects,
"There you go princess"
I smiled and pulled him closer to me by his naked shoulders then kissed him
"Thanks Prince Charming".
We both ate, it was nice just sitting taking trying to make out what we were both saying with our mouths full of food, at one point, I think we both started crying because of how much we were laughing.
I liked it, I liked this, just sitting hear with the light of the sun shining through the white curtains, with Luke sitting my my legs in just his taco boxers and me all snuggled up in out blanket talking about all the things that we miss, and when we talk about something that makes him laugh, it gives me butterflies, I love him so much,
We finished the food, and he got into bed with me, rapping the comforter around our bodies and holding me again his chest, we carried on talking,
Not about anything in particular, just you know life, how he started his YouTube channel, his first gig, how we met, my life, his life, our life together, what we plan to do with it, it's funny how we are so young and already have ideas about the rest of our lives.
my head was on his bare chest I could feel it rise and fall when he was breathing,
I would could feel it vibrates when he was taking,
and I could hear his heart beat quicken when he held me tighter.
his hands were tangled in my matted hair,
our legs were woven together like vines,
his long arms around my waist, and some how his voice seemed to make me feel better.
"I love you Luke"
"I love you too, violet".
out of all time we had bed together this had defiantly been my favourite moment,
it just seemed so perfect,
like,
what could go wrong?
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ITS LIKE 50 SOMETHING DAYS TILL I GO AND SEE 5SOS (April 22nd, hit me up if your going)
LIKE I CANT GGSHDHAYXJ
OH AND ABOUT THE BOOK,
I AM GOING TO WRITE THE CONCERT AND M&G NOW FOR YA AND PUBLISH ON WEDNESDAY SO YA XXXX
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