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Kiss me like I'm alive

But only for minutes

Like I'm almsot dead.

x x x

"Please open the door Ave, we all really need to talk" Ashton said softly, his hand knocking carefully on the large door.

"Ashton go away" I called, tears filling my eyes. "I don't wanna talk about all the things we've gone through"

"You haven't been out in two days, we will break down the door if you don't answer us soon" Michael huffed. "you can't just not eat and keep quoting abba"

"Just leave me alone" i cried, throwing myself down on the bed. I was so beyond done being here it was untrue. I wasn't hungry I couldn't sleep, I had a constant headache and my mouth was as dry as anything however I didn't care. I wanted to rot alive in here, it brought a warm sensation to my heart. "The winner takes it all"

"Your son needs you Ave" Luke said softly, the sounds of crying in the distance. "he needs his mummy"

"Just fuck off, do you think I want a fucking baby I'm seventeen" I yelled. "I don't want to see any of you, especially not that little shit that won't stop needing constant attention"

"Maybe he'd stop crying if you went in and cuddled him" Michael yelled back, sharp whispers being heard through the door before he coughed awkwardly. "sorry for shouting"

"I'm not hungry leave me alone" I sigh. "I'm happier without you"

"Ouch" Ashton said, my eyes rolling. "baby please"

"I don't want to see you" I huffed, crawling under the fortress of blankets I had been nesting in. It was warm and forgiving unlike myself.

"You have 2 hours before I break this door down and leave it permanently down" Luke said scarily as calm as ever. "you need to eat or you will die"

"I won't open this door ever" I shouted, clamping my hands over my ears. I didn't want to here them, I didn't want to be near them.

"2 hours" he sang before a group of footsteps left, myself managing to shut out everything and finally sleep.

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"For fucks sake Averiee answer me" Ashton cried, my eyes opening to here banging at my door. "Luke she won't answer"

"Mind out I'll break the door" Calum muttered, myself sprinting to the door so that for one it wouldn't break down forever and two so I could allow Calum to fall violently to the floor.

"Shit you look bad" Michael whispered, reaching out to touch my cheek before I turned away from his touch, throwing myself back to my bed of blankets.

"A tuna sandwich" Luke smiled, placing it down on my bed. "I'm not leaving until you've ate it"

"Get that child out of here Ashton for gods sake" I snapped, pushing the sandwich away from my legs. "I said I wasn't hungry"

"And it's not healthy not to eat" Luke smiled warmly again, pushing the sandwich back. "you need to stop blocking us out"

"Luke" I smiled, patting his head gently, his eyes deeply looking into mine. "fuck off"

"Bitch" he started, Calum pulling him back scowling at me.

"Eat and join us for dinner" Calum snapped. "that's an order"

"What are you going to do" I taunted, laughing like I was some sort of demented maniac. "spank me"

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