Auralism - myg

15

"So, now that you've kissed, what are you planning on doing the next time you see him?" Irene questions as she arches an eyebrow while looking over at you. You merely bite onto your lower lip and shrug your shoulder.

"I'm not sure yet." You state before letting out a soft sigh. "I am just going to go with the flow and if we fuck, we fuck. If it's awkward, it's awkward. If it feels weird then he's not the guy meant to be my fuck buddy." You take a sip of your drink before taking a bite of your food. She merely tilts her head to the side before letting out a soft laugh.

"You know, babe, I don't know why you're just settling for a fuck buddy right now." She states, leaning forward in her seat. You make eye contact with her and see the concern in her eyes.

"I'm not settling." You state. "I'm just a strong believer that when things are meant to work out, they'll work out regardless of whether you start off as friends, fuck buddies, or start dating right away. When it works, it works."

"That theory doesn't take into account the men who never want to get married and will just keep a fuck buddy to string them along." She states.

"I'm not getting my hopes up with this one." You state. "I'm not expecting to become obsessed with him or fall in love with him. If we get to a point where we're having sex often and he's texting me whenever he pleases, expecting me to be there, regardless of whether it's for sex or other reasons, I'm asking what we're doing." You insist.

"He's already doing that." She states. "He asked you if you're going on Friday and he's giving you presents already. You haven't even fucked him yet."

"And?"

"And what if this is a set up to love bomb in the beginning only to get your hopes up and let you down when you start to feel vulnerable around him?" She questions. You tilt your head to the side as she puts more food into her mouth.

"Well, if I fuck him on Friday and his attitude changes, we'll see it." You state.

"Unless he's calculated enough to know he needs to keep up the act to at least fuck you a few more times after the first." She argues.

"Now, how many men in the world are that smart?" you question, raising your eyebrows. She laughs, rolling her eyes.

"Not many. However, he's smart enough to be a well acclaimed music producer and still have a side hustle where he uses his studio equipment just posting moaning audios. Clearly, he has a larger brain than most men." She argues.

"We'll find out." You state before sighing. "You know, if you want me to try dating this man, you're giving mixed signals."

"You know what, you're right." She states before holding her hands up. "I'll stop but what I was trying to get to is this: regardless of whether this guy is a fuck buddy or not, the chances of being hurt are still there. That's why, if I had things my way, you'd just try dating him."

You smile softly as you hear this before shaking your head.

"Well, it's my situation to worry about, not yours." You state before letting out a soft sigh. "So, enough about my problems. Tell me about your life."

Irene smiles softly before taking a deep breath. You lift an eyebrow and take another bite of your food as she does this.

"Well, there are a few updates on my love life." She says, voice eager. You smile and widen your eyes while you speak.