Auralism - myg

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You get home after finishing your work for the day and immediately drop your purse and jacket on the couch. Kicking your shoes off, you sigh to yourself before reaching a hand up to fix your hair after the walk up the stairs since someone was in the elevator and it wasn't worth waiting. You just wanted to get home and take a nice, hot shower after a long day.

Biting onto your lower lip, you start cleaning out your pockets of the receipt from the gas station, your random wrappers that you stuffed into your pocket after not walking past a trash can, and the USB flash drive that Jieun gave to you.

Once your fingertips are touching the plastic material of the flash drive cover, you tighten your grip on the flash drive.

You hold it up and stare down at Yoongi's writing on the flash drive before pressing your lips together. As you do, you take a deep breath and smile down at it before shaking your head.

Deciding that you'll listen to it after you take a shower, you make your way to your bedroom and set down the flash drive next to your laptop. You then walk towards your drawers and get a clean pair of pajamas and underwear. You then make a point to grab your body lotion before heading towards the bathroom.

Once in there, you double check that your deodorant is in there before nodding your head to yourself. You set down your clothes and lotion before reaching for your oil cleanser makeup remover. After removing your makeup, you sigh before getting undressed and making your way into the shower.

After a short shower, you get dressed and then make your way towards the bedroom.

You get onto the bed and pick up your laptop with one hand and the USB flash drive with the other. You lick your lips as you plug it in and log into your laptop.

Once logged in, you click on the video message.

You tilt your head to the side as you see Yoongi standing in his recording studio, hair a mess and dressed in pajamas.

"Hey, Y/N." he says before softly sighing. "I know I need to give you some space for you to make this decision but I just wanted to make this quick video for you because honestly, I really fucking miss you. I know it's only been about a day since I saw you but if you know what you want and it's me, I really hope you tell me soon." He licks his lips and then reaches down for his phone, checking it.

You sigh softly as you see him checking his phone for any messages or calls from you.

Watching him, you see that Yoongi is now running his fingers through his hair as he sets his phone down onto the control panel in his studio. He then softly groans.

"Honestly, Y/N, I don't want to fucking go on this trip." He starts, causing you to arch an eyebrow. "I know that you probably think that it's a stupid decision to not go but I honestly just want to be around you. I don't care about any of my clients, I only want to spend time with you."

Biting onto your lower lip, you watch his body language as he starts to cover his face with his hands, rubbing his face slightly before he then groans and shakes his head. You reach a hand up and tuck a stray strand of hair behind your ear.

"I know I'm trying to play it cool and not tell you what to do or influence you in any way but fuck, Y/N. I really hope you make the decision I want too. I don't want you to be pushing me away because you're scared about the what-ifs. I like you a lot and I promise you, I'm not going to hurt you." He states. "I can't promise that we won't have stupid arguments or something but I can promise that if we do, I'm not going to just drop this relationship. I want this with you. I'm determined to do this with you. I can't get your perfume smell off of my pillow since you slept over and I keep rolling over at night and smelling it. I dream about you a lot and in every dream I'm spoiling you as if you're my girlfriend and I wake up euphoric. I pay attention the little facts about you and always want to learn more." He rants, voice now growing frustrated and determined.