Many Times

Chp. 7

Chrissy

Trying to live and deal with Rayquan has been pure hell. Starting a family and committing yourself to somebody for the rest of your life or even for the sake of your child is no joke. Its only been 3 weeks and we argue daily.

"You so stupid sometimes." I mumbled under my breath.

"Don't start, cause I'm just tryna provide for my babymama and my kid." he stated.

"Yeah anybody could do that, but you doing it the wrong way." I told him referring to his drug dealing. I found out 2 weeks ago how and why he had his own place and so much nice things. He's been in the game for a good 3 years.

"Okay obviously you ain't pleased so you can leave if you don't like it." he said nonchalantly.

"Aw okay." I said starting to put on my shoes.

"Where is you going?"

"Don't fuckin worry about it." I shot back. I was just going to take a walk and cool off, maybe have Lay pick me up, all I know is that house and the nigga in it was gone drive me crazy.

The breezy warm air hit my face and blew my hair back. After a while of walking I had to be at least 10 minutes away from Rayquan's house. I wasn't supposed to walk that far but at least my head is clear.

I started to turn around and walk back to his house until I noticed an all black 2013 Camaro with tented windows. I knew they didn't park cause the engine was still running. I paid it no mind and walked in front of it to get across the street. I was somewhat speed walking because I was a little scared.

I heard the engine as if someone was giving it gas, I turned around to see the Camaro right on the side of me. I couldn't run well because of the baby so I did a little jog until I reached the side walk. It was a short distance but I was out of breath.

My mind felt at ease so I caught my breath and kept walking. My heart started rapidly beating once I heard a car door close. I turned around once again to see someone dressed in black getting out. They were headed in my direction too.

I started to run as fast as I could. But my little jogging was no match to whoever was chasing me. I looked back once again and they weren't there. The car wasn't either. I sighed and put my hands on my knees trying to regain strength and my breath.

I felt someone pull my hair back telling me its okay. I felt at ease and thanked whoever it was for holding my hair out of my face. I was still bent over catching my breath, I started to panic once I realized I didn't know who it was.

My hair went from being pulled back to yanked into the strangers hand. A shiny object came across my neck. A squirmed and wiggled but as I did the knife came closer to my neck

"Shhhh." the male voice said. "I'm not gone hurt you babe"

It wasn't nobody's voice that I recognized, I was trying to notice every detail but it was a blur since I was crying on top of that. We were slowly walking back to car that magically appeared after I thought it was gone. He opened the back door and told me to get in. Reluctantly I just stood there. I turned to look at the open road where I could of ran.

"Why?" I asked, turning around to look at the covered face that was behind me.

"Because I said so now go." He demanded stepping closer to me. In a smooth swift motion I kneed him in his balls causing him to drop the knife and fall to the ground. I hopped over him and began to run. I felt his hand reach across my ankle causing me to trip, face forward.

As I was in the air coming face to face with the concrete I turned my body as quickly as I could to land on my back. Once I hit the hard concrete. I arched my back because of the shooting pain of my body hitting the ground. Not to mention she was kicking me like crazy because of all the commotion.