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It has been three days.
Three whole days since I've spoken to that mysterious boy,and in those three days all we've said was 'hey'. Today I was determined.
Once I finished my artwork, I looked out the window and to my surprise he was actually out there. Leaning against a pole,talking to the kids who passed by.
Why is he just standing there?
He looked in the direction he'd gone last time,but stayed put.
What if he's waiting for me?
I tensed up,and looked down at my drawing to distract myself from my thoughts. But it wasn't helping,especially due to the fact that my drawing was the one I drew at Starbucks. Except the woman was now a man.
My own thoughts have influenced my artwork.
I stared at it,thinking that I should erase it but I really didn't want to. I had drawn it so perfectly,with so much detail. It nearly looked real.
My mind wandered to Frank for a second,over the past few days I've been having these strange feelings about him. For instance, on one hand I like him a lot but on the other, this gorgeous guy was intriguing.
Ah the big decision.. beauty or personality.
I don't even understand why I'm even picking between them or why I'm having so much trouble picking one.
Why can't I just like them both..
Because that just seems wrong,what if you somehow ended up with one of them but you still had 'feelings' for the other.
Yeah like I'd end up with one
*insert sarcastic eye roll*
Why didn't I just actually roll my eyes..
The obvious choice would be Frank since I know him,sort of. But then again I've never seen him and I have seen the attractive guy multiple times. I could just work up the nerve to get to know him but then again that seems like a lot of work.
Perhaps you should at least ask what his name is..
His name. I could simply ask for his name.
Yeah it's a completely normal thing to ask.. But what if he doesn't want to know mine.
I looked back towards where he was,he seemed to be smiling about something on his phone.
But then again why would he go out of way and talk to me.. Me of all people?
The bell rang scaring me out of my thoughts,but as quickly as I could I packed my things and sped out. Sadly I had bumped into a guy who was in my class.
"Sorry."
"It's all good Gerard." He smiled just a bit,I stopped for a second. I hadn't realized someone knew my name.
I shook that off and made my way over to mystery boy. He was looking around when I started to make my way over. "Oh hey!" He exclaimed when he saw me.
"Hi." I replied shyly,I looked down at my shoes for a bit.
"How's it going?" He asked making conversation after my awkward greeting.
"Alright,how about you?" I nodded when I spoke for some odd reason.
I must look like an idiot.
"It has been great." He responded smiling down at his feet.
"So um.." He looked at me a little surprised I had decided to say something more. "Um.."
"Yeah?"
I took a deep breath,"So um what's your name?" I asked with my eyes closed again I must look stupid.
He smiled widely,"My name is Frank,what's yours?"
I stopped breathing immediately,it felt as if everything in my body stopped all at once. I just stared at him with wide eyes."What?" I think I whispered.
"Frank. My name is Frank."
Crap.
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Whoa I haven't updated in a while and I am so sorry about that,I will try to write more often I swear. Just this whole school year so far is already stressful,and home stuff is even worse. So thank you if you're still reading this story it means a lot.
