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🌊 | you left on a bad note.

TW - swearing
Ship- Rajbow
type- angst 🌊

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" now don't forget the bridge challenge. " Julia grinned as she walked away from Wayne, Raj and Bowie and to MK and Ripper to melt their teams ice to get their coin.

Raj looked at Bowie surprised and sad, Wayne a bit more sympathetic than Raj, as he ran after Julia.

" I'm gonna tell you for the 1st time now, do not! Melt the other team's ice so we can cheat and hide their coin-!" Wayne said as he walked over the others in the iceberg.

Raj and Bowie were left by themselves to talk.

" Believe me! I am trying! I don't want to be a cheater and I never wanna lie to you! " Bowie explained.

" Then why the hell did you do it in the first place! You cheated, You lied and it doesn't seem like you're trying Bowie! " Raj countered.

" Seriously Raj! I'm telling the truth! " Bowie said.

" I don't even know if you're saying the truth Bowie. " Raj said.

Those words were daggers to Bowie's heart, the fact that his boyfriend couldn't trust him was- a complicated feeling. But it was hurting him.

" well! You should have known I would cheat! Have you not seen me Raj! I'm a cheater, manipulator, a bad person! And you are here trusting me without knowing anything about me at all! "

" oh! So you are manipulating me apparently into me loving you?! "

" yes I do toy with feelings but not yours! Cause I like you! " Bowie misheard and said liked.

and those words were a bullet to raj's heart. was Bowie toying with his feelings and made him like him? And Raj loved him. And Bowie only liked him back. The feeling was never mutual.

" You like me!? Bowie I f**king loved you! Is the feeling even mutual? Are you just manipulating me into liking you!? OR TOYING WITH MY FEELINGS!? LIKE YOU ALREADY DID I SUPPOSE? OH I FORGOT! YOU TOYED WITH JULIA'S FOR CROSSING HER, CALEB'S FOR VOTING HIM OUT WITHOUT NO FOUL PLAY HE DID, EMMA'S FOR BAD MOUTHING HER BOYFRIEND EVEN IF HE IS A F**KING D*CK AND MILLIE'S FOR BREAKING HER FRIENDSHIP! "  Raj let all his feelings out and Bowie was in shock and just remained silence.

" silence? Nothing else? Pathetic. Imagine, what if that was me and Wayne who were millie and priya, you know how hurt I would feel? " Raj said.

" I- I am sor- "

" it's too late for any ' sorries ' Bowie. "

" And I have to tell Chris what we did. I can't be like this. " Raj left the iceberg.

Wayne was still yelling at the cheating trio. Bowie left feeling heartless.

Bowie had the same feelings before Raj came.

He was like his brother in many ways.

They both placed 2nd in their debut season.

They both are cocky and competitive.

Lighting and Bowie.

They were the same.

Both disappointments and failures to their father and used for fame by everyone else.

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After the challenge, Raj went off the blow some steam as he walked into the forest to see some secret room? He got curious and went in. And- guitar was playing? And singing? But he couldn't catch who was singing. He thought it wasn't good, wasn't bad either.

Raj's curiosity got to him and he opens the door to see-
Nichelle. A pink electric guitar in her hands, playing, her singing lyrics Raj could recognise..

" All by yourself, sitting alone, I hope we are still friends yeah I hope you don't mind, all by you- "

Nichelle stopped singing and playing as she saw Raj came in.

" Oh hey Raj! " Nichelle smiled.

" Hi Nichelle! What's this room? "

" band room, I use it to get better on guitar when none of the interns or McLean is on my back watching me. You wanna try? " Nichelle offered.

" Yeah! I need to blow off some steam. " Raj's eyes sparkled as he room the guitar.

" Why? " Nichelle's curiosity peaked as she sat down.

" Bowie was cheating and broke our promise and- I feel betrayed. " Raj confesses.

" Sucks. Well, I don't usually do dating, too busy with Hollywood on my back instead. " Nichelle said.

" Damn. Sucks. " Raj said and chuckled and Nichelle joined and chuckled as well.

" You know TV Girl? " Raj smiles.

" Yeah, I saw a concert once, not allowed was my favourite songs. " Nichelle smiles.

" Nice, Bowie and I- never mind. I also listen to TV Girl, I like Loving Machine. " Raj says.

" I think we have to pay to get songs and we only got not allowed, is that ok? " Nichelle leaned back.

" Yep! " Raj gave his goofy smile and thumbs up.

Raj started to play, he wasn't the best, but he was good.

" all by yourself.. sitting alone, I hope we're still boyfriends, yeah, I hope you don't mind. " He sang the same sentence until the song ended, from 2:08 - 2:47.

" pretty good for an average! " Nichelle smiled.

" thanks!! " Raj smiled. She was a good person to Raj.

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The next day, they merged and were all up for elimination as they sat by the campfire and each of them were safe. Soon Bowie was the one without the marshmallow and he left.

When Raj was with the contestants looking from the campfire to the dock of shame and see Bowie getting flown away, his iconic pearl necklace and green bracelets were gone...

Raj and Wayne walked back to their cabin.

" heya dude? Don't be so mad at Bowie. You know him, evil mastermind and the goofy sidekick?? " Wayne tried to cheer his buddy up.

" I just wished he hadn't cheated Wayner. "

" we both do. "

" but for now! Let's focus on the good stuff! We got another challenge tomorrow, it's probably not gonna be so bad right? " Wayne smiled.

" Yeah. You're right. " Raj smiled back.

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" ow sh*t!! " Raj woke up and banged his head on the top bunk since he slept on the bottom one, an envelope fell out, it seemed a bit weird shaped.

Raj opened it to see bowie's green bracelets and pearl necklace fell out the envelope along with a letter.

Raj opened it.

" To Raj, I'm sorry about what happened in the iceberg. I never want to hurt you, and I never lie to wanna lie to you ever. So I started to not cheat or try not to, it's working. I guess you were always a good player and sportman, that's why you are way better than me in many ways. And I was never that, I was like my brother. And my father. But, I'll see you in the finale and, I miss you. "
                                            - Bowie x

Raj's heart skipped a beat.

" It's like when I gave you my mouth guard and that poem.. " Raj had a slight smile on him....

" It's sad. " Raj's mood moves down as he lets out a tear

" you left it on a bad note. "

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a/n- y'all I'm so bored😭 I HAVE A SPANISH SPEAKING EXAM TMRW AND IM SCARED AS FUCK FOR IT💀 anyway I think I know the elimination order, spoilers for me😭AND THIS IS HOW I WANTED S2 EP5 OR EP4 GOO😭 anyways bye x