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8.Mile - Bad mood

Not again, i said and quickly run to my car. What happen jeff ask.  Nothing I said and leave him without  any answer.
He is not supposed to join the after party. What make him stay tonight. I cant help but to scold his manager. Luckily I still not on the flight. I will miss my flight again tonight. 

I can see his manager look at me scarely. I am sorry, he refuse to go back because someone say something bad about win. He is here to give his mind to that person. I close my eyes and dismissed his manager. I only look at him who look so firm and stress. He drink his  alcohol before meeting an actor. I get closer because I know he is drunk and will bring a drama. Win is my bestfriend,  he won't do that, so you better take it back. I cant allow you to spread rumours about win he said angrily.  Bright, are you drunk luke ask. No , I am not, take it back. Win will not sleep with any producer because he is gifted. He dont need cheap and bad back up ,he said again.  Okay, take it easy, it just a joke between us,  luke said annoyingly.  How about you, do you need back up luke ask him and try to touch his face. Before he touch my drunk baby, luke suddenly stop and look at me. I advice you to  not do that,  I said and gently lift my drunk baby . Luke look at us with wide eyes. No I don't, I just need sushi, my baby said. I only can chuckle on his drunk behaviour.  His manager quickly follow us .

Why are you drinking so much tonight I ask my drunk baby. It's you he said and touch my face. I look at him and gently caress his hair.  I love your smell he said and snuggle to me. Are you angel, you are so handsome he start talking non stop . He have many versions of drunk .
But what I like the most, he seems to recognised me in his drunk state. Dont move baby, I said when he start giggling and move around . It's a roller coasters, I am scare he said and hug my neck. Not long after that he start sleeping soundly. Wait a bit more baby, next time we meet,  I promise you will remember me I said and kiss his hair.

Let me go baby, I said gently.  But my kitten have other plan. In his sleep he climb on my body and sleep hugging me.
He always do this when I help to protect him from jaws in industry. Dont leave me, he said slowly. I wont I said and gently pat his back. You should change baby, I said. No, he said and hug me tighter. Okay, we won't I said and pat him back. After a while I can here his soft snoring showing that he is in deep sleep. I gently let him down and start changing his cloth. This time , I really just help him change his cloth. I felt guilty after the last time. See you later baby I said and kiss his lips. Sorry, I said when again I bit him hard. It's my way to mark him everytime he drunk. Somehow I am annoyed when his fans claimed that, the bite is from metawin. There is no way I will let metawin kiss my baby.

Don't worry, just wait for good news bible said before he end our phone conversation . He will meet my baby today. I am expecting him to become friend with my baby. That the first Step I need. I just need excuse to meet him. If he become bible friend everything will be easier.

He arrives at gym - i received the message from my man. I smile and my heart stop when i see the picture. He was drop by unfamiliar car by a handsome man i guess. I cant see his face but the picture he grab bright shoulder tightly give a danger vibe to him. Check who he is coming with, i instruct my man. I try to focus on his beauty and calm down.
I felt a bit disturb by the picture, because i can sense a danger. I still continue my work because  i know my man and bible at the gym. His security was secured. I try to settle all my work as soon as posible. I plan to meet bible tonight and ask him to tell everything from first second he met my love to the end. I believed that he will reject bible offer to have dinner together.

"Meet at together cafe, we are having dinner.. hurry up.. we only have 2 hours"  Message from bible.

I felt so suffocating, i cannot breath.. i just frozen there and one more message received. Thanks to that i remember to breath now. It was a video from my man. Since bible join the club he can bring my man into the gym and they easily can film my love of my life. He is real star there. All the club members smile and waiting for him. He politely wai to them and hug all those muscle man and beautiful girl. The members hugs him tightly, some even lift him and sway him around. They really love him, my heart start boiling. Then a group of beautiful girl come and greet him. He just laugh with them, sunddenly one of the girl kiss him on his cheek. He is blushing and other members scream and teasing him. He give them a group hug. Within 2 min video he was hug & kiss by a group of people. He dont even know that its was wrong to let people touch and hugs intimately. He act like handsome tough man but failed to read how people are lusting over him and rape him with eyes.

I try to calm myself , but I just cant. I am in bad mood and I really cant control my anger.

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