speaking up is overdue
cause this feeling isn't new
i don't know what to do
i don't know how to prove
that i'm telling the truth
something's crawling on my skin
might be something wrong within
need to weigh all my options
where would i even begin
this all feels like it's a given
i couldn't even mention
i saw a hand reaching
will they see if i'm freezing
i'm about to start screaming
no one's here how deceiving
everything is misleading
i am sick of the teasing
i don't know what i'm thinking
shouldn't be how i'm living
what was that on the ceiling
i need to start fleeing
how fast am i speeding
listen to my breathing
in the distance i hear cries
and it caught me by surprise
no i think i just have bad luck
you can see it in my eyes
when you come to realize
in the nighttime i feel so stuck
who's in the distance?
maybe i should duck
wind in the trees
and it had me stunned
who can i tell?
no one i can trust
if i put in effort maybe i could outrun
chills down my spine
might run out of time
so much on the line
i've lost what is mine
i wish that i would
just take a good look
to be where i should
and right where i stood
what if he's creeping
right up behind me
my gut is wrenching
he's always watching
the moment's ruined
need a solution
why am i living in this delusion (back up)
can't seem to catch a break
even when i'm not awake (everyday feel like i'm stuck)
only so much i can take
maybe this was a mistake (i thought i saw someone so i ducked)
there's no out i can't escape
in my mind these thoughts replay (and any little sound makes me jump)
non stop much to my dismay
i just wish it'd go away
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Original songs by me
Poetrythis is a backstory of how i began making music + all of my current released songs in release date order. below, i will link to a soundcloud playlist to all of my released songs in written order. (AZZALEE! lore) https://on.soundcloud.com/rmoXVwZdYnT...
