why'd you help
if you're gonna act like you do
but you get mad so i can't say the truth
i'm empty i will be forever bruised
i shouldn't feel like this i'm in my youthwhy'd you keep
using everything against me
there's no need to take it
to the extreme
and call the queen
you both get really mean
it's gotten much worse recently
most of this all goes unseeni hate her
as much as i hate you
i'm helpless because
i'm fighting against two
just help less cause
no matter what i go through
i feel stressed when it stops
and then continues
i'm concerned cause you
act like this is normal
am i cursed i got myself in a deep hole
and it hurts cause i'm out here all alone
it's the worst when i have to pretendi just want to get along
how long do you expect this to go on
i'm grateful
and that's what makes it feel wrong
i know that i can't even stay
i go through this everyday
shouldn't even be this wayand i see
why this could be happening to me
lately i have been guilty
but it seems it's too late
to make it right
now i have to fight
just for a way to provideconstantly scared for
what could be coming next
i try my best to not let it get to my head
i should've never left it's my biggest regret
when i approach why does the room always get so tense
i feel the hatred that usually goes unsaid
you call it jokes but
i know that it was meanti hate her
as much as i hate you
i'm helpless because
i'm fighting against two
just help less cause
no matter what i go through
i feel stressed when it stops
and then continuesi want out
i can't take this anymore
there's no way to even the score
it's time to walk out the dooreverything has made me feel small
i didn't mean for this to happen at all
i never wanted them to see me fall
out of place just to throw it in my face
i'll try to give you space
i know you mean replacei'm concerned cause my
future doesn't look bright
am i cursed don't know how
i got my hands tied
and it hurts when all we ever do is fight
it's the worst when we have to pretend
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Poetrythis is a backstory of how i began making music + all of my current released songs in release date order. below, i will link to a soundcloud playlist to all of my released songs in written order. (AZZALEE! lore) https://on.soundcloud.com/rmoXVwZdYnT...