whose side are you going to choose
it seems like you don't have a clue
you never want to tell the truth
you run around in circles
even when i show you proof
do you know what i'm going through
can you just see my point of view
no matter what i do i lose
do you see my value
i don't enjoy being usedyou always want things your way
even if you have to betray
you have it all on display
you're the reason why
everything's in disarray
lately you have been withdrawn
why were you gone for so long
i thought that we were going strong
why won't you ever admit when you're wrongyou cheat like it's an expertise
you've always had bad tendencies
i ignore when it's frequently
you can change
there's so many possibilities
is it my personality
i thought i had good qualities
but you treat me like i'm beneath
people never see what's
happening behind the scenesremember what i told you yesterday
you did the same thing anyway
even after you gave me a bouquet
now i'm sitting by myself alone in the cafe
every day has felt so grey
and i know it sounds cliche
i wish you'd show what you convey
how could i smile while our
relationship decaysyou did it again and again
i think we'd be better as friends
i knew i should've just listened to them
have we wasted almost all our time then
cause when i counted it was
more than just tenwomen
you snuck around with at night
i cried cause i realized i'm the real side
even after i told you you didn't have to lieNOT RECORDED
[you did it again and again
i don't even wanna be friends
i never thought this is how it would end
i tried to stay but i lost
all of my strength
is this attempt
at making amends]it depends
on if i fall for your lies
it's not right for us to fight
every single time
you gaslight cause i
remind when you backslide
don't ever tell me that
i shouldn't be so uptight
it should've never been
that hard for you to abide
how long do you stay awake just to recite
why am i at your door when i get an invite
nothing's ever new you don't even excite
maybe it is time for us to stride and divide
i don't think that i can
stand beside a parasite
i can't say it to your face
but you and i are just alike
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