Bonus: Wolfstar

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This is me venting. After I found out that my crush and best friend told me she was only going to go to Arizona for two weeks and hasn't come back yet. Whether or not she's moved or not but it's like her to leave without telling me or anyone else. I'll finish parts 3 and 4 tomorrow since it's Friday. Thank you
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Remus looks around the great hall, wondering where the actual fuck Sirius is. James seems to be bothered to since he hadn't bothered to ride the train. "Where the fuck is he?" Peter mumbles. Looking at James. "How the fuck should I know?" Remus rolls his eyes at the beapeckled boy. "For one, you're his best friend, and second, you're dating his younger brother." James reaches over the table to cover his mouth. "We are not outed to the whole damn school." Remus looks like he wants to slap James. "Does it look like I care." He says seething. "He's your boyfriend go bloody ask him." James sighs and returns to his food before mumbling. "Just give Padfoot some time."

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That night, when James goes to see Regulus, Remus goes with him. He can hear James grumbling about not being alone with his boyfriend, but other than that, he doesn't say anything. When they reach the room of requirement, James pushes open the door, and he follows. "James!" Regulus practicly jumps off of the bed. "Hey, love." He nods his head to Remus, and Regulus must notice him for the first time. His posture immediately fixes, and his eyes become cold and meticulous."If I had to take a guess, this is about my brother." Remus just stares at him, not breaking eye contact."I'm gonna take that as a yes. He's in France." Remus scoffs. "That was for Christmas break." Regulus' expression immediately becomes more sincere."Reggie?" James asks tentatively. "Ja... James He's living in France." Remus feels as if he was just told his mother had died. No, he thinks. No. All of those days, he would avoid Sirius just because he made Remus get the butterflies. Those touches and soft hand jesters. All of hit gone. He feels a breath puncture out of him. "Why?" Regulus looks at him almost like he's afraid Remus will break. "Mother is making him go to Beauxbations." Remus feels a stinging in his eyes. "Why didn't he tell us?" James sounds fragile, but not like Remus. "I suspect he didn't want," He jesters toward the two of them. " This to happen." Remus looks at James and then toward the doorway, tears spilling out of his eyes. He nods, and Remus can see tears spilling out of Jamss own eyes. He should have known James would be affected. Sirius is like a brother to him. Yet he didn't tell James. As he walks out the door, he hears James let out a sob, and Regulus mutters. "Hey, Jamie. It's okay." As he finds his way to the astronomy tower, he finds more tears spilling down his face. Along with a tightening in his chest as he struggles to breathe. He collapses against the wall, locking his arms around his knees. Rocking back and forth, trying to catch his breath. He tries to stop crying, but as the truth dawns on him, he can't stop. Fuck, he can't fucking stop crying.

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_______________________________________Thank you for reading, and I was kind of crying while writing this but Thank You and have a good day or night.

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