Done'Dabi

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Current time (its been about 2 weeks or so since you and Dabi had that date and about 4 months since yall broke up)

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Dabi pov still

"I feel good, doc." I smile, feeling the best I've had in a while.

"Work is great; talking to you has been a great reflection point for me. my date with y/n-"

"About that," my therapist cuts me off midway. I frown. "Aren't you supposed to hear me speak? Cutting me off mid-sentence doesn't seem too professional." I snapped, feeling irritated—already knowing she's going to think that I'm moving too fast with y/n. 

"Look Toy-"

"Dabi." I interrupt.

"Dabi." She repeats. "I just want what's best for you. I mean this is why you are paying me. And i think you are still in recovery and need to take it slow. not only for your sake but for y/n's." chuckling sarcastically i roll my eyes. 

"I know this isnt what you want to hear but you know it's true. Y/n is also healing from all that you've done. Ask yourself before going all in, is she ready for this?"

she's right, i hate her but she is right. 

"besides isnt she dating someone?" i glanced up at her,  flash of pain and hopelessness in my eye's.

"yeah." i reply, bittersweet about the situation. 

"Like I said Dabi, you are making amazing progress in the short amount of time you've been here, dont forget that you changed so much and it was for the better. My advice is to just try being friends with y/n for a while and dont force anything. let her come to you when she is ready on her terms."

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Walking into my favorite dessert shop with an aching heart i see y/n. 

ofcourse i see her here. should i say hi or leave?

doc said let her come to me so maybe i should walk past her and act like i didnt see her.

yeah that sounds good.

about to walk my body stops seeing her new boy toy come behind her kissing her cheek.

my heart pounded in my chest

deep breathes

it never stops hurting knowing how badly i hurt her. but she is happy now without me and i should let her have that, like the doc said she need to heal too. 

feeling the tears thearthening to spill out i leave going home. 

"what are you thinking toyua? she is so fucking happy i can see that. i need to stay out of her life forever and let her live the life she deserves." 

operation get y/n back is dead, just like it should be. 

Y/n pov

walking into the dessert shop you head straight to the line waiting to place your order. your mind was so caught up with what you where going to tell shota you didnt notice him come behind you kissing your cheek.

breaking you out of thought you smile up at him giving him a hug. 

"hey beautiful."

"hey shota"

"next" you order your dessert and sit waiting for him to come over.

how the hell do i tell this man that i want to stop seeing him because my toxic ex made me confused on if i should even be dating at all.