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⚠️if you have a weak heart then I will suggest you to skip this chapter and if you still wants to read then read on your own risk⚠️
Y/n's room
"No one believes me. I'm saying that he was Taehyung, so why doesn't anyone believe me? Aaahhh..." She scream in anger. " just why can't they believe me?"
"I know him and no one else, but when I hugged him, why didn't he hug me? Why didn't you say anything to Jungkook when he was saying that you are not taehyung? Are you still angry with me?" She was sobbing loudly.
Her breathing turn uneven, she starts sweating. She starts searching for something. "Aghhh...where I put them.."while searching for that thing, she had scattered the whole room. She starts searching in the drawers, but her eyes fall on something else.
"No y/n you promised kirti and jungkook that you would never do this thing again, so you are not going to do anything like this "while breathing heavily she tried to convince herself to not to do something.
"But I can't stop myself ughh... where is my medicine?" Her breathing turn more heavy and her eyes fill with tears. "He left me because of me, he suffered because of me! I'm a bad person! I don't deserve to leave! "Negativity started appearing on her and many negative thoughts started coming in her mind.
Taking a deep breath she looked again towards the drawer in which that thing was kept. She tried to stop herself but Negativity started dominating her.
With trembling hands she took that thing in her hand and while sitting on the bed she started looking at it with tearful eyes, then with the same trembling hands she placed that thing on her wrist.
Closing her eyes tightly, she let her tears flow and pulled the thing onto her wrist, pressing it tightly. Causing it bleed immediately. Her wrist was filled with blood; blood started flowing down her wrist and onto the ground.
No one could tell whether she was feeling pain or not, because the actions she was taking was against humanity. She gave a few more cuts to herself and brought that thing down.
She must have been feeling pain but the pain in her heart was much more which she could not bear. There is treatment for her external pain but not for her aching heart. The wounds she had inflicted on herself would heal in few days, but the pain she had inflicted on other was eating her.
She always did this to herself whenever her pain became too much for her. To reduce her internal pain, she was eager to hurt herself so that her attention could be diverted from that pain to her external pain.
His wrist is full of such marks. To hide this inhuman act, she mostly wears full sleeve tops.
But one day kirti caught her doing all this and told this whole thing to Jungkook. They both understand y/n enough and made her promise that she would never do this again. But today she did it again.
She something bit her hand to control anxiety and dig her nail on her skin.
After sometime y/n's breath started becoming normal again. She wipes her tears and starts to prick her long nails on her cut wrist, due to which the bleeding which had reduced a little, started flowing more heavily.
Feeling that pain, she closes her eyes tightly and presses then deeper. Her hands and nails were stained with her blood when she comes to her straight mind, she starts looking around.
"OH MY God! Kirti will kill me this time for sure " She stands up and quickly starts cleaning everything "I need to clean it fast! " after cleaning the room, she also cleaned the blood on her hands and bandages them. Then she takes that blade in her hand.
"Should I throw it away? " She asks to herself but then puts it back in the same drawer.
Then suddenly her phone starts ringing. She picks up her phone from the bed side table. An unknown number was showing on her screen. She answers the phone in confusion.
"Hello? " She wait for respond but no one speak.
"Hello? Are you there? If you don't want to speak then why you called? Hellooo?" She asked but then the person on the other side says something that after hearing it, the ground slipped under her feets.
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Hello my beloved Crystals...🥰 listen everything you read above it's all fictional so pls don't try to do anything like this..🥲
No matter someone love us or not, our parents and our BTS love us too much.. so be strong in every situation! Ok?😇
Always remember:- love yourself 💜💜
I will come back soon with another chapter until then bye bye 👋 🥰
Love to my crystals 😘
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