Flashback:-
After a very long and sad day full of cry , Taehyung reaches his home, Jimin just drop him here. He has some work although he didn't want to leave him in this condition. But because the work is important he has to.
He was afraid that he might do something to himself on the way. Taehyung enter inside his house with red and swollen eyes. He was not in his correct mind. His all mind is messed up in Y/n's thought.
"T...T.... Taehyung...is that you son ?" He hear a weak sound, sounding like a whisper. He recognise his mom voice and said.
"I'm home mom..." Saying this he move towards his room.
"Taehyung....I need your help ..ahh..." She cough and her voice is barely hearing.
"Not now mom... I'm not in mood.." Taehyung left that place and lock himself inside room. Leaving his mom , who was yelping in pain.
After some hours:-
"Taehyung..!!!" Taehyung wake up with a jerk when he hear that someone shout his name. He say on bed with confused look when someone again shout his name causing him to flinch.
He run downstairs because that voice of his dad. He was looking here and there , looking for his dad. He found him near couch with his mom in his hand.
"Sooah.....sooah wake up....wake up sooah! What happened to you ? Wake up ! Please!!" His dad was crying while shaking his mom body.
Taehyung run towards them and kneel down , extremely worried and confused.
"Dad...what happened? Why are you shouting? And what happened to mom?" He asked, looking at his mom body. "Mom....mom...!! Wake up...!!" He shake her but no response.
"We need to take her to the hospital right now!!" His father said and he nodded.
At hospital:-
They both reached hospital and doctors admit his mom and after some minutes doctors come out from OT and said.
"We are really sorry Mr. Kim , Mrs. Kim couldn't make it" He lower his head in their loss.
Taehyung dad falls on the ground in shock. His face turn emotionless and it was as if the ground slipped beneath Taehyung's feet.
His eyes filled with tears and asked to the doctor. "How...?"
"It was a case of heartattack, but that attack was not so strong in starting" Doctor said.
"Then how she died?" Taehyung asked putting his palm on his mouth to not to cry.
"She has this attack many hours ago, perhaps there would have been no one at home at that time and she might have been screaming for help but no one came and she died after a lot of pain. She was already died when you both took her here" He explained.
"Taehyung was at home that time" Taehyung's dad mumble ."He was at home, he kill his own mom, he kill her, he kill my love, he kill you sooah!!" He was mumbling rubbish.
Taehyung fell on his knees and hug his dad and burst into crying ."I'm sorry dad, it's all happened cause of my carelessness, I'm sorry!!" He cried his heart out but his dad lost his senses.
He get up and punched Taehyung hardly and grab his collar . "What hell are you doing when your mom was crying for help? Huhh?" He shout gaining whole hospital attention.
"I... I was in my room!! My head was paining so I took some pills and sleep, I'm sorry dad, I'm really sorry!" He reply still crying hardly.
"Your crying and sorry can't bring my sooah back !! Just because of you I lost her!!" He shout again and left from there to complete other formalities.
Taehyung fall on his knees and cry . He roll into a ball, putting his head on his knees.
"Why mom why , ....why you leave me and dad alone. I'm sorry, you are asking for help but I ignore you... I'm sorry please come back to us and scold me, please mom I want to hear your scolding , please come back!"
"I'll never eat icecream in winter and I'll wear warm clothes , I'll not bother you for late night snacks anymore just please come back please come back mom. Please....he was crying hardly. "It's all happened just because of you Y/n ...if and only if I listened to mom, she would have been there with me ! I was so busy in crying for you that I didn't listened my own mom crying." His eyes turn dark in anger.
"I hate you Lee Y/n , you just saw my love and caring side, soon you will see the devil who will destroy your life!"
Flashback ends:-
"You can't imagine my pain , first you insult me in front of whole school, for me you are my love, but what you did, insulting me in front of the whole school? I was so broken that I didn't even notice my mom pain . I lost her because of you , you are the reason I lost her!!" He shout and left her neck, she fall on the ground coughing loudly, begging for air.
Taehyung left her in that condition and left the room . Y/n sat on the ground still coughing.
Her eyes full with tears and she touches the spot on her neck where his hand marks had been formed because he had held her so tightly.
"I'm sorry tae, but I had no intention of hurting you...why would I hurt someone whom I love the most ". She gets up from the ground and put some ointment on her neck. Her tears were flowing continuously. But suddenly she throw the ointment tube and wipe her neck.
"What was I doing? Why was I applying this medicine? Y/n , did you forget? You are made for this pain! You hurt a pure soul, you deserve this pain" She mumble to herself.
"You deserve it, you deserve more, more ...." She was breathing heavily, she messed up the whole room to find something when her eyes fell on a cutter placed on table.
"You deserve more pain Y/n ,more pain give peace, pain give peace !" She was mumbling whatever was coming into her mind. Negativity again took over her mind. Taehyung words triggered her.
She took that cutter with her trembling hand and roll her sleeves upwards. She open the bandage wrap around her arm . She stare at her arm which has so many cuts which was given by herself.
"You deserve more,...!" Saying this she gave few cuts on her already injured arm, making it bleed instantly. She throw her head back feeling the pain.
After some painful yet peaceful minutes of her, she clean all the mess and again bandage her arm . Then she lies down on the bed and falls asleep while crying.
Hii everyone
It's a sad chapter 😞 💔 .I feel bad and sad for Taehyung as well as for Y/n ..
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