After dinner she make herself comfortable on the bed and was going to close her eyes Taehyung called her.
"Y/n, are you up?"
"Hmm ?" She hummed in response telling him that she didn't sleep yet.
"Here are some medicine which Jungkook asked me to give you ...have them..." He gave her a pill and a water bottle. She looked at him with suspicious eyes but shrugged it and took them with water.
After taking them she begin lay down next to him maintaining a safe distance. He continue to stare at her , his eyes turned glossy . Some tears dared to fall from his eyes but wipe them immediately.
Something comes into his mind and he walk out of the room leaving her alone in this big room.
Y/n open her eyes with a jerk and start to breathe heavily. She was out of breathe taking long deep breathes. Her eyes filled up with warm tears.
She clutched the pillow tightly throwing her head left to right . Her forehead filled with sweats. Soon her tears mix with her sweat droplets.
"Tae..." His name come out from her mouth like a whisper.
"Ughhhh....." She yelled in pain and get up with a jerk.
"I destroyed tae life ...ughhh...I was stupid who never believed in his love ...he showered me with love and care but what I did ? I destroyed him. I never tried to see his pure love for me in his eyes...I never tried I was so stupid."
As time was passing her thought were getting negative. She started to lose her sense . Her blood shot eyes filled with tears glanced at her bandaged arm.
"I hurt him...I hurt a pure soul so much, I don't deserve to live..why can't you God kill me ? I'm not worthy to live ...I wanna die, I wanna..."
Her mind went blank and filled with negativity. She want to hurt herself, want to see her blood, wants see more bruises on her skin. She unwrapped that bandage from her skin.
"This is what I deserve....pain.....a lot of pain!"
Her tears were flowing and her breathes as well as her mind was not in her control. She lost control over her body . Now she want just one thing which is ending her life.
She glanced in whole room to find something when her eyes fall on a fruit cutting knife on the table. She walk to it and grab it.
She stare at it from down to its sharp up side making it enable to cut anything in blinks including anyone skin etc. That knife was looking thirsty for someone blood and she wants to give her.
She traced her index finger on it from up to down causing her finger to bleed abruptly. She licked her blood and smiled creepily.
Till now negativity completely took over her mind. She lost her whole control over her mind now that negative thoughts are controlling over her and they wants her to die.
She put that knife on her arm with a poker face. She titled her head and was going to cut her nerves when a scream eco in the room.
"Y/NNNN........!!!!!!!!"
Taehyung yelled, his soul left his body the laptop he was holding fall on the floor making huge sound. He ran towards her and snatch that knife from her band. He throw it somewhere in the room before hugging her tightly.
"What were you doing? Huh? Are you mad or what?" He shout making her condition worse . She push him and burst out crying.
"I...I.....I....just wanna die.... don't come near me, I'm a curse to everyone, cause of me auntie soa ah died, cause of me you lost your mother, cause of me you left your house ..." She said everything while sobbing.
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My Love is a Nerd...||Taehyung FF||
Fanfiction" I love you" A boy confess. As soon as the boy confessed , all the children present there started laughing at him. The boy adjusted his glasses and started looking at them. Suddenly he feels a sting on his face. He keeps his hand on...
