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Yoongi pov..

I can't believe what is in my front right now i did not know what to do the car where jimin is get explode makes my world stop i just knelling down while staring the car that gets explode a minutes ago .

I lost him
I failed to protect him
He leave me
Its my fucking fault..

Many words running to my mind remember he's beautiful face,smile hes angelic laugh.
I miss hes voice everything get mess because of me and he died because of me..

I just knelling on the ground did not even care that someone punching me i don't care anymore jimin is die how can u live without my world??

My tears flowing down to my cheeks and i feel a blood flowing down to my lips i didn't not even glance to the person whom punching me.

I did not even hear what he's saying i just knelling there like a statue..

He hate me
He die because of me
I'm the reason of he's death..

He's beautiful voice flashing back to my mind .

When the day he kiss me in my whole face when we finish cook tye breakfast

When the day i open the door and he accidentally bumped on makes us fall on the ground and our lips touch makes me feel butterfly's in my stomach.

When the day i hear him laughing when tae accidentally throw the suck in my face the way he laughed the more i fall.

When the day he treat my wound and the way he carries my hair and kiss my forehead makes me the most happiest person in the world.

When that night i pull him to my bed and kiss him and he kiss me back makes me jump if happiness the way he said that he can't do it because he's married i love he's loyalty but all of it was ruin because of me

YOU FUCKING LIER YOU FUCKING PLAY WITH ME AND YOU FUCKING CHEAT ON ME"

YOU FUCKING BASTARD YOU FUCKING HURT ME PLAY ME CHEATED ON ME I FUCKING HATE YOU MIN YOONGIIII!!!!!!!!!!!"

He's words still running to my mind I'm fucking stupid..

Then i feel someone pull me and drag me back to the car and make me sit.

I feel someone tapping me shaking me but i just sit there like a statue while the tears did not stop flowing down to my eyes.

"Yoongi what the fuck happened and who car is that???"

That what i heard it's my vest friend hobi he's asking me many question.

"My husband"

That is the only words came out to my mouth.

I look to him with teary eyes and i saw him get shock to what i said.

"Your joking right??"

I shake ny head and i started to cry hard he hug me and patting my back

"Im fucking stupid person i lie to him i hurt him i cheated on him he hate me and....and I'm the reason if he's death"

I said while subbing hard..

"Hshshs bro don't cry"

I just hug him tight i did not jnow what to do..

Kill my self to pay to what i did to him
Or jump to the bridge to end my life
How can u leave without him
Then u feel dizzy and everything turn black....

All i can see is the beautiful face of my husband..

"I love you i fucking love why you left me"

Then u feel my eyes get close.......

A/N....
They say that regret comes last,
especially when the person who loved you too much,
you played with his feelings
remember pretending is not a joke
it causes you to break a relationship especially the trust of a person who truly loves you

do you think when yoongi confesses to jimin their life will be happy???

for me Yes because That's what Jimin wants most To be with and loved by his husband but everything is the opposite..

because yoongi didn't tell the truth right away and it even led to a painful end.

hiding the truth is like you risked your own life and you are ready to face its future effects

lying is no joke especially when you do it to someone who just wants to love and be loved.

remember regret always comes last


(TO BE CONTINUED)

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