Guardian Angel

[8] Oh no part 2

Lilys POV

"Well, I'd clean them out so they won't hurt so much tomorrow. I'll try to make it hurt as painless as possible, I promise." I said and sat her down on the bed. "If you don't want to show me, you don't have to, but I'd like to see what happened to you." Lily thought for a moment, but then shook her head yes.

So I took her hands and stood her up. "I'm going to turn around now and you take off your shirt and lie on the bed, okay? I'll get some cream etc. Okay?" I really tried to be as gentle as possible. Lily just shook her head yes and that's why I first went to my closet to get the biggest shirt I could, because if she had any bad wounds in there, it wouldn't be good to wear a sweater. Then I went to the bathroom and took with me disinfectant, although I hope I won't need it, and our magic cream, which is used here mainly on open wounds. But I hope it's just scratched.

"May I come in?" I asked Lily through the closed door.

"Yes!" Lily shouted, and that's why I came.

Are you kidding me? This is brutal.

I looked at her back for a while.

"Lily, what happened?" I asked gently, but I'm holding my nerves.

Lily started to cry, so I tried to calm her down and I wanted to look at her face, but I guess I didn't want to see what I saw on her hands. She had to cut herself again last night.

Only my Lily didn't. I don't want to scare her. That's why I didn't say anything. "Lily, its okay. I'll take care of your wounds and then if you want, we can talk, okay?" I suggested, and Lily finally turned her head my way. Her tears were flowing, so I wiped them away immediately. "Its gonna be okay, Little Flower. Its gonna be okay." I told her, and I turned my back on her. She's got really deep wounds there.

"Lily, I think it's gonna take a little bit of time because your wounds are too deep and I'm gonna have to disinfect them, okay? Grab my leg and if it hurts too much, tell me and we'll take a break, okay? You can take the pain out on me." I asked her and she nodded yes. I put her hand on my thigh to feel it. I gently soaked a cotton pad in disinfectant and put it on the wound. Lily started twitching right away. I don't blame her. It must hurt like hell. It hurts me, too, to see her cry.

"I've got half of your back. Do you want to take a break?" I asked her.

"No, finish it, please." Lily said, so I continued. Poor Lily is crying and she's shaking all over again.

"There, you're done." I told her and Lily was so relieved, it was really obvious. "I'll put some more cream on it and you're done." I said and I could see Lily stiffening up again.

I carefully applied the cream to her back and went into the bathroom so she could change in peace. While I changed. I'm hoping Lily will sleep here in my room. As soon as Lily said she was done, I walked over and immediately looked at her hands. Lily's sitting on the bed wearing my shirt. I love it when she's wearing my huge stuff.

"Can I clean this for you too?" I asked her. I sat down on the bed next to her and gently took her hand in mine.

Lily just shook her head yes.

So I took the disinfectant again and cleaned her wounds. I was as careful as I could be.

When I was done, I put a light layer of cream on it and left her. I took the stuff to the bathroom and came right back.

"Could you sleep here tonight? I'd like you to stay here." I told her. Lily was still sitting on the bed.

"B-but I have to go home." Said Lily.

"Lily, they're obviously beating you at home. You can't go home." I suggested.

"And you don't mind if I stay here?" She asked me. Crazy? I'll be the happiest man if she stays here. "Are you kidding me? Do you know how happy I'll be if you stay here?" I walked over to the bed and sat down next to her. Lily was gently leaning against the headboard, and so was I. "Are you okay?" I asked her.

"Not really." She replied.

"Do u want to talk about it?"

"Im just really stressed. Sometimes i feel, like i should give up. I just dont feel like i live. It feels like im just surviving and it hurts." Said Lily.

"Do you want me to help somehow? You know, if u need me anytime. Maybe just to talk, im here for you." I said and she leaned her head on my shoulder. "Do you want to eat something?"

"Thank you, Im not hungry."

"Do you want to go to bed?" I asked her. She should be eating, but I can understand her not wanting to eat because of the stress. But she'll definitely eat in the morning, I'll take care of that. Lily just shook her head yes.

So Lily lay down and I lay down with her. I want really want to cuddle with her, but I'm afraid of her reaction. Since when do I want to cuddle with someone?

"Lily? Can I cuddle you?" I asked her. I hate cuddling, but Im literally craving Lily.

"Umm... okay." She said it rather uncertainly.

"Are you sure? You don't have to if you don't want to." I told her, but Lily turned to me and literally stuck to me. But I love it.

I gently put my arm around her and pressed her against me.

"Sometimes I feel like if I wasn't even here, no one would miss me." Lily said.

"I would miss you. Lily, you're more than you think." I tried to reassure her, because I couldn't imagine losing her.

"Thank you Lorenzo, for everything." Lily said sleepily.

"I should thank you for changing my life for the better." I said to Lily, but she didn't answer me.

So I cautiously snuggled closer to her, because I thought she was too far away.

But I know now that I'm falling for Lily, and I'm falling hard.

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