Carpe Diem ; YGᨀJM

──── 15. Deep Bond

- Agust! Don't be an idiot... Come back here!

Chang-bin stops the boy who has kicked the door and is with a determined attitude. Seo-Joon, who had stayed away from the spotlight to manage the gang from the shadows, was also scared to see his two men so agitated.

Agust searches through different things until he finds the keyboard of the huge computer in their base, but his friend stops him again.

- Stop now! You will only get yourself killed and for what...

- Shut your mouth, Chang-bin. I have already made my decision. - He says decisively and Agust moves his hand away in annoyance and goes back to typing on the computer. - At this point, I don't care if I have to die.

The fight is constant between shouting and a confrontation that only makes Seo-Joon angry and gets between them.

He gets up from his seat, throwing what he was drinking to push the two apart.

-Will you fucking stop screaming now? What the hell is going on with you two?

- It's this asshole!

Chang-bin looks like a little child when he gets angry and points at the boy in annoyance.

- He wants to use the computer to track down his little fucking crush... He is from the enemy gang and is none other than Kitty Gang!

The place is filled with an uncomfortable cold, none of the three dares to say anything after mentioning that name. All Agust knows is that Seo-Joon is not happy to have heard that name; his mind travels to the meaning of that name and his hands shrink, trembling with anger, ready to fight.

- Tell me that's not true, Agust... Tell me that you're not stupid enough to get involved with that idiot. What are you thinking!?

- Leave me both fucking alone! I can do whatever I want and no one will stop me.

- Think about what you are going to do. - Seo-Joon squeezes Agust's hand who is typing on the keyboard and looks at him threateningly. - You are going to risk the safety of our gang and yours for someone who is not worth it. Why? FUCKING WHY!?

Agust doesn't think twice and gets angry, his body trembles in fury. Never having faced his gang friends like that, this time he grabs Seo-Joon by the shirt, and his voice is deep.

- Because I care about him. I already let him go once and I won't this time, not when he needs me.

The boy makes it clear what he will do and releases his friend before writing again until he obtains a general map of the city where the enemy gang normally operates. Agust has many doubts, but he comes to several conclusions and if he has to fight to get Jimin back, he will do it.

Both of the black-haired boy's friends say nothing but observe his determined look and his courage to face many dangers.

Chang-bin relaxes and approaches Agust without scaring him, noticing that he is looking at Jimin's photo in the database. He seems to look at it with longing and nostalgia.

- I'm sorry for yelling at you. I shouldn't get into your life and tell you who you should love or not... - He answers with a smile and then also looks at Jimin's photo. - I will help you look for this boy, dealing with someone different from us will not be easy.

- He's not that different from me... Somehow I understand his pain.

Agust travels to his past, his mind mixes with purer memories of his life and he understands Jimin a little better.

Before joining a criminal gang, Yoongi was a prodigy. There was nothing he couldn't do and his face was on the front pages of the press; of course, his parents enjoyed showing off their son to the media to make the Min surname go down in history.

And just as the press always had its eyes on Yoongi, Taehyung also had eyes on the boy.

It was coincidentally at a party in Yoongi's honor where they met. Taehyung, being an important model, had a chance to get close to Yoongi. It was like love at first sight that made Yoongi break the rules. On certain occasions, he let Taehyung into his room without his parent's permission just so he could have close contact.

He remembers receiving his kisses and caresses when they were on the same balcony as always... A love that Yoongi feared would end very soon.

When Yoongi inherited his father's company, the boy rejected the offer because he wanted to live a quiet life with Taehyung without feeling harassed by the press. It was a hard impact for his parents. Forcing him in the worst ways to break up with him, Yoongi agrees to end the relationship... Or that's what he makes his parents believe. He keeps the relationship a secret while he is the owner of the company and offers Taehyung a job in the same place so they can be together.

The worst comes when the boy cheats on him and Yoongi's heart is mixed between evil and darkness. He starts drinking, and smoking, unleashing his anger on the streets until he is taken under Seo-Joon's protection. His anger begins to show in people simply out of hatred for the person he believed to be his love... Agust represents all that anger and freedom that he could not have with his parents and the resentment of having a broken heart, while Yoongi represents his warmth, his values, and his determination.

The boy has never had a trip into his past and wonders who he is. The thing with Taehyung had ended well and now he was determined to move on... Inside his heart he knows that Jimin suffers just like him, perhaps he adopted a life of crime because of his suffering and perhaps it is his way of healing. But Yoongi doesn't want him to fall into darkness, he is too pure for this world full of cruelty.

And ready for anything, he sets out to look for him, even if it means going towards death.

[...]

- I didn't think you were going to call me again.

A thick voice is heard on the other end of the phone that has a suggestive, but at the same time surprised, voice. The person who calls him seems very determined and explains the situation to him, to which he only lets out a flirtatious laugh.

- First, you ask me to have sex, hiding what we have from your beautiful boyfriend... Then, you stopped talking to me for months, and now you call me because you want me to "deal with someone"?

- You're the only one who can do it. I want that brat out of Yoongi's life, I don't care if it has to be the cruel way.

The boy is surprised because Taehyung seems very upset. They haven't spoken in a while and suddenly he receives a call from him telling him to deal with someone, he seems to cry out of rage and that makes him think.

- Fine. But... You won't mind if I stay with him, are you? He is a very cute little boy.

- Do what you want. I want Yoongi back.

- And you will have him, but you know the price of my help, doll. - Answers the thick voice that laughs on the call and then speaks seriously. -I'd like to see you scream my name one more time, so I'll give you the details later.

Now he's the one who ends the call and Taehyung is in his room staring at the ceiling. After the call, he puts his phone aside and sighs.

- Thank you... Jungkook.