Begum naraj Hain ® (Original)

Chapter 17

Hello readers,

This is story free chapter.
Here I am actually writing the reason, I decided to write the story.

If I have started writing the story on my own will, I wouldn't have gone this far. It's just because of the the reaction I will get when I give her the story as b'day present.

Yes it's her, I am talking about the friend who made me come out of my comfort zone and challenged the inner me to get things done clearly.

She is an enigmatic person I ever seen all these years. Had she not entered my life in my school days, I would be a lallu understanding nothing and would have get trolled all my life.

She made me brave by showing the real faces of persons. She gave me the courage that I can make people fear. She gave me the support that I am not alone.

When I was all alone, having no friends, she came smiling. She initiated the talk. She made me how it is okay to be yourself. There is no fear to show your real self, even if someone judges you , you shouldn't care.

I became from introvert to ambivert. When she was absent in school days, I was in constant fear. I have an overthinking mind, even she has, but she gives me the courage that everything will be fine. With just hearing this, I could spend the whole day being confident.

Even though she makes other people feel special, she has very few to understand. Even very few is a wrong statement. We can say, she has no one who can understand her the way she wants to be understood.

Everytime she gets wronged by the same people whom she valued, whom she gave her time. It tears me apart when I find my sole motivator to fall in this pit. I did every thing to make her understand, but even I am uncapable.

Sometimes I fear the thought of having the day where I among all the persons will turn out to be same, but .....still I hope, I will never have that day cause she is the one who brought light in my darkest days.

I am sorry to her for all the days I ignored, sorry to her for all the times I hide my sadness from her, sorry to her to hide myself pretending to laugh. The funny thing is when I pretend, she catches me the first.

She cares me like a mother. She never blamed me for even the mistakes I have done , always supported me. Sometimes even hitted me for my silliest mistakes.

I can talk all dirty with her , she wouldn't feel bad. When I talk dirty, often people think that I am dirty in nature too. I often get misunderstood and blamed for the person I never been all along. She understood me and cooed me the times when I was self blaming.

She is beautiful both externally and internally. The aura she has around makes everyone comfortable. She makes the person feel like home. Her chubby cheeks, long hair, short height and small features, everything about her is attractive.

When she laughs it reaches her eyes, when she pretends it doesn't. She rolls eyes perfectly and even give savage answers at the correct moment. She could be the perfect girl you ever ask.

She never expects from anyone much, whenever she does, mostly gets disheartened. I like how brave she is till now, my perfect role model. I even started having friends after adapting her technique. Whatever she warned in advance, it really happened in my real life.

I am lucky to have her in my life. I would never forget the memories she made with us. I hope we never fall apart. When I think of the day when she approached me in 8th , had I opened myself to her that time, my life would be even more colourful. Just *had I* thing is running over my mind.

I will never regret the days I wasted, even if everyone blame me, I would never regret, cause when I will die, it will be the moments I spent happily, reaching smile to my eyes, laughing without regrets, giggling through the class periods, long conversations, dirty talks, trolling others, discussing reels, discussing studies and every small small moments I spent with her and even the moments I will spend with her in future, these things would be on my mind.

Smruti if you are reading this, then
Happy Birthday dear
You are one of the best thing that ever happened in my life.
Never think that I would ever be angry on you or scold you, cause how can I scold you when you are this cute.

Like I said every time, if I would be a boy, I would never let anyone else to have you. You deserve the best which is obviously the male version of me.

Congratulations on making 19 revolutions around the sun babes.
Welcome to the 19 group now. You are going to have a beautiful future ahead, which includes me and our crazy group in the scenario.

About the story part, this I wrote making my brain to function to the fullest, wherever you find the mistakes, please tell me I will rectify.

This is to everyone who is reading if you find somewhere that needs an improvement please write in the comments section. Actually this is my first time writing the story. Even though I wrote storys, I never got this much reads till now. My story even is on ranks , thank you everyone to make it this far, I would come around bringing spicy chapters.

I made it this far, this is all thanks to her. I would have never be this happy if she wouldn't be in the scenario. Even this story I thought thinking solely about her.
She is the reason this story exists.

Ti Amo babe.

Happy birthday,
Not this day
Every day you are special.
Just you became older special

this time.

Thank you for more than 500 views, I am waiting for the day when I will have 1K reads. You will make it happen, I am sure. 😁