Sasaki first begins to get dressed. After pulling his boxers back on he begins to grab for his undershirt when Miyano stops him by gently grabbing his hand. Miyano, only in boxers, motions for him to come cuddle with him in bed under the covers.
For a little while, Sasaki stays with his head on Miyano's bare chest. Miyano enjoys this because he can fun his fingers through his hair. Sasaki nestled in and got comfortable wrapped up in Miyano's arms. Miyano kissed his forehead. After about 20 minutes, Sasaki sits up. With Miyano following and says "Mya-chan I love you and sometimes I just need reassurance. I've always been self conscious about my body. I know it's not something that I display." Sasaki looks down and trails off. Miyano puts his hand on Sasaki's holding it tight. Then uses his opposite hand to get Sasaki's attention.
"Shumei I understand it. You already know how self conscious I used to be about my face and feminine features. Being with you has helped me become more confident and a better version of myself. I promise I'll always love and support you." Miyano gently kisses him, with Sasaki kissing him back and deepening the kiss. Sasaki breaks and holds Miyano's hand looking down. Which causes Miyano to notice and pull his face up gently to gain his eye contact. Miyano says in a desperate but honest tone."Shumei look at me. Not the ground. What's wrong? Was it not good for you? We don't have to do it again if it wasn't. Please just be honest with me Shu. You aren't acting like yourself" Sasaki then grabs Miyano's hand to kiss it. Then he chuckles a bit. "Oh Mya you got it all wrong. I'm sorry I apologize for distancing myself emotionally. I loved what we did and that's something I only want to share with you. I trust you. I just need help being confident in my body sometimes. I think it's something we can work on together." Miyano hugs Sasaki passionately. Which causes Sasaki to hug him back. He whispered into Miyano's ear. "I love you Mya." Miyano blushed saying "I love you too Shumei"
After a couple minutes, the boys let go and continue getting dressed. Sasaki suggests for dinner they go out for ramen. Miyano gets up to use the bathroom saying. "I'll meet you in the living room, I'm just gonna clean up." With Sasaki saying " no problem Mya, I'll throw our jackets in the dryer for a couple minutes so they're nice and warm. It's cold outside today!" Miyano says, giving him a peck on the cheek before walking over the bathroom " how do I ever get so lucky Shu?" Which causes Sasaki to blush as he heads over to the living room.
Miyano finishes cleaning up and meets Sasaki at the door. Sasaki helps him put on his warm winter jacket. Miyano enjoys how warm his jacket is against the brisk winter air. Miyano steps out and waits a moment for Sasaki to lock the back door. Then they head off the their favorite ramen spot which isn't far from Sasaki's house.
They enjoy their ramen and chat about school and studies. Which causes Miyano to say in a humorous tone" oh Shu we didn't do any studying today." Sasaki laughed and retorted with " Well you did study but something unrelated to school" both boys start laughing. Miyano put his hand on Sasaki's arm. Miyano then said quietly " I'm glad I get to spend the night with you. We might spend the whole night laughing together." Sasaki held Miyano's hand gently. " It's been too long since we've gone out together. Let's plan on going on more dates."
They chat about manga and enjoy catching up. They finish up their ramen and Sasaki insisted on getting the tab. Even though Miyano gently argues with Sasaki. It is met with Sasaki teasing " no Mya Chan I took you out on a date you can get it next time." They began walking back to Sasaki's house. Miyano grabbed Sasaki's right hand. He said longingly" I'm taking you out next time promise Shuu." Sasaki smiles, gripping his hand tighter "Okay Miyano, that's if I don't pay first haha" he teases Miyano causing him to laugh. They walk home the sun is already down so they are conscientious about staying on the lighted path.
They get to Sasaki's house, enter and get settled in. Sasaki closed the door behind him and immediately helped Miyano with his jacket. Miyano then jokes "Shumei, you're too sweet I can help you too." Miyano begins taking Sasaki's winter jacket off too when he's stopped by Sasaki taking his jacket off from behind him. He took it off his shoulders, planting a kiss on Miyano's cheek causing him to blush. Sasaki took his jacket off. Miyano disappointed because he didn't get to help him. They head back to Sasaki's bedroom. Sasaki takes out his table, Miyano says " oh thank goodness you can help me for a bit with math. I been having a lot of trouble."
Sasaki helps Miyano for about a hour or so until Miyano exclaims " Shumei I'm so fried, I do feel like I understand more but my brain is toast." Sasaki says lovingly " do you want me to run you a bath? I'll even rub your back for you?" Sasaki says as he pats Miyano's head. Which causes Miyano to turn bright red. He responded saying " well I don't really need a bath I did take one before I got here but I understand taking a quick shower before getting into bed." Miyano trailed off looking down and being crimson red at the thought of bath talk with his boyfriend. Sasaki asks "Mya I don't want to make you uncomfortable but do you want to share my bed with me tonight? Look I totally.." Miyano interrupts I'm by saying " Shumei, I'm comfortable with you. I just worry about messing up and I think it's funny because I feel like we worry about the same things." Miyano held Sasaki's hand " I'll get my pajamas on and get cleaned up. If you're comfortable I'd want to cuddle with you all night." Sasaki's face is still red but he says to Miyano " Mya you truly were made for me I was worried about the same thing. Go ahead and get ready I'll get changed too."EKKK
Guys I would love some feedback. This chapter was a light chapter but back to the smut soon.
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Growing together. (Sasaki to Miyano continues)
FanficI am a big fan of Sasaki to Miyano, I wanted to make up my own version of after volume 9. Some smut but plan on keeping it pretty wholesome. 💜