Growing together. (Sasaki to Miyano continues)

Later on

The boys get cleaned up. Sasaki insisted Miyano takes a bath first. He shows him to the bathroom to show him how it worked. Sasaki snickers " I can rub your back if ya want Miya Chan."  Which causes Miyano to go bright red. He retorts with " oh Shumei you're adorable. Please just give me a few minutes." Sasaki then says sweetly " okay love take your time." Sasaki goes back to his bedroom to wait for Miyano. During this time, Sasaki is wracked with emotions. He puts his tank top back on and can't believe what happened. He keeps thinking about how glad he is to have Miyano. How safe and affectionate he is. He was about to collapse on the bed, until he remembered how soiled the sheets were and he began to change them. He got fresh sheets and a blanket from his closet. Sasaki made sure to make it look cozy. He says to himself " I wonder if he's going to want to share the bed with me tonight. I don't want to pressure him."
About 15 minutes later, Miyano comes back in just a towel around his waist and holding his dirty clothes.  He sees Sasaki just finishing up making the bed, with the freshly dirtied sheets off to the side. His face is red when his eyes meet Sasakis he says awkwardly " Sorry Shumei I forgot to bring my clean clothes in with me." Miyano looks down. Sasaki says still in his boxers as he walks over to Miyano and wraps him in a throw blanket pulling him in close. " oh Miya Chan you make me want you all over again haha but if you want I can give you some privacy if you want to get dressed." Sasaki says this gingerly and pats his head ruffling Miyano's wet hair. Which causes Miyano to exclaim " hey your gonna make my hair frizzy haha but don't you have to get cleaned up to Shumei?" Sasaki chuckles and puts his hand on Miyano's face and says " You're right, I'll get cleaned up too and he right back. Don't miss me too much." He says in a joking tone. Which causes Miyano to say " Shumei don't have me waiting too long." Miyano says as he lets Sasaki's hand go. Sasaki makes his way to the bath to clean up.
Miyano sits back on Sasaki's bed after getting dressed in clean underwear, pajama pants and a t shirt. He likes the soft clean bed spread Sasaki set while he was in the bath. He took a manga out of his bag to read while he was waiting lol for Sasaki to come back. He wrapped himself in the blanket while he was waiting. Sasaki came back, knocking on the door first to be polite. Sasaki was already dressed, as he put clean clothes on before showering. Miyano exclaims
" Oh Shumei come in and get under the blanket."
       Sasaki sees him, thinking how absolutely adorable he is and he snuggled up with him to read a BL manga. Once they get comfortable Sasaki's wraps his arms around Miyano. He looks over Miyano's shoulder, and kisses his cheek and neck while he's reading. Miyano blushes and says " oh Shumei you're too cute. Come on don't you wanna read to you like this one." Sasaki snickers with " Okay you're right I do like this author."
     The boys enjoy the manga for about 40 minutes til Sasaki yawned. Then Miyano said " Shumei are you tired? We can go to sleep. Do you mind sharing the bed with me? I wouldn't want to make you uncomfortable but I kind of would want to stay close to you." Miyano now facing Sasaki starts crying and looking down.
         Sasaki notices and holds him tight. His tears aren't sad but cathartic after this newfound deep emotional connection with his boyfriend.
Miyano bursts out with "I'm sorry this probably is pretty weird to cry after what we did. I don't know this wave of emotions just hit me." Sasaki just hold him tighter and says " Mya-Chan it's okay. It was both of our first time. In some people emotions are overwhelming and I'm here for you. I feel the same way. I love you completely."
        For the remainder of the night, the boys cuddle and fall asleep in each other's arms. They were longing for this time together and wishing it wouldn't end.

Authors note:
I kept this chapter chill. I plan on adding more soon.