Lovers

Chapter 6

Friday night... and what a way to spend it, by my self in my room.. boring. I sighed as I scrolled through insta seeing post after post about Jake's party tmr. I groaned and tossed my phone down Johnnie hasn't texted me all day and I haven't seen him. I'm really hoping it's nothing to do with yesterday..

*ping* *ping* *ping* *ping*

I looked over at my phone. I sat there for a moment hoping it was Johnnie.. I grabbed my phone and opened it. I scrolled through notifications. Seeing that 2 people texted me.
Jake and Johnnie. My heart pounded fast in my chest as I opened the text from Johnnie.

(J-Johnnie)
J-hey sorry I was super busy today :/
J- you're not mad right??
Read 10 pm

How do I tell him I am a little upset? But I mean he was just busy? But he could at-least tell me he wasn't coming to school today. I just left the chat and opened Jake's message.

(Jake)
J-heyy! What are you up to?
J-y/n!!! We're bored come over? :3

I sat there looking at the text 'we' who's we? I sighed and placed my phone on the night stand getting up and walking downstairs "hey kiddo" my dad smiled in his matching pjs "hey dad" I giggled seeing him and my mom dancing in the kitchen. "What are you up to?" My mom asked turning towards me "nothing" I sighed "hey what's wrong?" My dad asked "nothing" I smiled and sat there as I ate a fruit bowl "you want dinner?" My mom asked "no this is okay I had a big lunch with Johnnie" I smiled "well okay" she smiled. I ate like 2 strawberries before walking back upstairs with the bowl.

I haven't been eating much and I know it isn't good but everything is stressing me out and food is the last thing I need. I sat there in bed staring at my ceiling when my phone rang. I looked over to see <johnnie💞> pop up, I sighed and flipped my phone over, I don't wanna talk to anyone right now.

I got up and went to the bathroom turning on the shower. I started to get undressed when my phone rang again, •Omg• I rolled my eyes and turned off my phone "Jesus" I sighed getting into the shower. The hot water poured around my body and through my hair, it felt...nice... the steam filling the bathroom and my lungs with every breath I took. I sat in the shower for a good hour.

I finally got out and wrapped a towel around my body and my hair. I felt clean and all I wanted to do was lay naked in my clean bed, is that too much to ask? I walked into my room and threw my phone on the bed. I turned and locked the door turned off the lights so it was dark in my room the only light was the shine of the moon through my window. I got into bed the blanket falling over my bare body. I finally grabbed my phone and turned it on. I let it boot up as I towel dried my hair. I got up and threw a large shirt on, it was hot in the room but I wanted a shirt on.

I jumped into bed under the covers and grabbed my phone. I looked at my notifications <missed call from Johnnie💞> <missed call from Johnnie💞> <4 texts from Johnnie💞> <2 texts from Jake> I sighed and opened Jake's messages. All of them asking if I was gonna be there tmr and if I was okay. I exited the messages and then opened Johnnie's.

<Johnnie💞>
J-hey sorry I was super busy today :/
J- you're not mad right??
Read 10 pm
J-are you okay?
Missed call
J-helloo? Are you dead?
Missed call
J-I'm sorry if I made you upset y/n :(
J-goodnight loser ❤️

I sighed as I set down my phone. Why am I so upset over this? And ash earlier ugh what a terrible day I'm over it. I locked my phone and rolled over soon falling asleep to silence.

~~morning~~
I woke up to the sun shining in my eyes "ugh fuck off" I groaned as I rolled over. "Y/n breakfast is done if you're hungry" my mom said through the door "thanks" I said loud enough for her to hear me. I grabbed my phone and opened it. I remember not texting Jake or Johnnie back and I felt guilty and horrible. I quickly texted them both back the same thing 'sorry I was busy :)' was that rude? Will they be mad at me? What if they are? Am I supposed to go to the party still?

All the questions were overwhelming, I just groaned and got up, I grabbed a pair of my sweatpants and walked downstairs. "Morning" my mom said at the table eating along with my brother and dad "morning" I said and yawned "sleep well?" My dad asked "yeah why?" I asked "just asking" he shrugged. I grabbed a water bottle and started walking back upstairs "not hungry?" My mom asked "no not yet I'll eat some soon though" I smiled walking back upstairs..