Daddy I Found Mama[Hyunlix FF]

Chapter 30: Felix secret diary

Hyunjin POV

'Is he going to be fine in this mansion with Michael, what if he hurts him, what if Michael har-' I bang the seat to stop my negative thoughts running into me, I curb myself to control the negative comments on head

"You look not in good condition, Hyunjin, something bothering you?" Lee know voice was worried cause he knew how I appear when I am in this condition state, "it's Michael, you know how is he and suddenly approach to Shi-jin offer without even thinking, and the way he see Felix with the smile, it's killing me inside"

He was smiling at me instead of worrying now, "are you jealous?"

"Me? Jealous from him, no way" I immediately respond but feels Lee know was telling truth, "you are jealous from Michael because he's with Felix, don't you?" Lee know directly approach me but I feel like my face was getting red from embarrassed

"Ye-yes, you know me hyung" I finally told him, I give up I can't hide anything from this devil hyung

I take a deep breath before continue my words but he spoke before I do, "Hyunjin, what about the diary? I can't keep it to my desk forever" he complained and give it to me, I almost forgot the diary,

"Lee know hyung, when will we reach?" I ask him, I want to read this now, he told me it will take time which means I can read it

I flipped the page first page talks all about his favourite colour, movie, music, dance and more, second page was his childhood life which I knew all while flipping and reading it seems be wasn't hiding anything but my eyes got widden seeing the biggest secret from him the page 87

Felix Diary:
"March 5, 2018 the most happiness and also the turning point was when I find out that I was holding someone inside me, I was suprise, shock and disbelief to myself finding the truth, doctor told that it's a rare case to happen in the world, I thought of giving this little one an abortion at first, but I can't blame this little person inside me, I was the one to blame not him, I didn't tell my parents about this, I was afraid what will they think me, but told to Emma, she has the same reaction as me but she helped me, I quite my high school even I told my parents quiting but didn't told the reason to quit, from their I move to my home country, starting my new life with this little one"

I didn't say anything and flipped the page, I was surprised but continued to flipping the next one

"November 5, 2018, this day will be the most important to remember because it's the fate where Asher was born and also his older twin sister, but sadly doctor told me that she didn't survive, I was hurt and suffer in pain after hearing the news, I lost my child"

"But I have only Asher in my life, I know I have to handle it, It didn't go smoothly as thought but take time to settle things up, I know why I name him Asher because he is my only happiness now.. I fail to protect his older sister but I will not fail to protect him"

I close the diary, the truth is hitting me like a knife around my neck, the regret, guilty feels around me, he didn't tell me anything about this when we were literally with eachother whole time

"As..Asher is my son" I said while holding with diary, for all this time, the kid who makes me feel myself, the kid who likes me, never get fear of me was my own blood son

3rd Person POV

Lee know look at the view mirror, he already knew it will happen to his boss, he didn't say anything and give time him to heal himself first

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