Why Can't I let it go? <Elmax>

I think I messed things up

Well hi. I won't be updating too much cuz of school 😘😘

"El I-I don't know how to tell you this but.."
I usually don't trail off but I guess I lost my words. I was going to tell her about me being bi and all but I guess something just doesn't want to let me..
"What?"
"I- uhm I'm bi."
Welp I told her. I didn't even mean to. It just slipped.
"Oh!! Wait. What's that?"
"Uhh it's where you like boys and girls." She gave me this concerned look. Awww crap. What did I do.
"Oh! Congrats Maxie! Did you tell the party yet?"
"Yea. Everyone is supporting me except Mike."
"I understand, he's such an annoying little bitch."
"EL. WHERE DID YOU LEARN THOSE WORDS?!"
"Don't worry about it. Let's just say I overheard you talking with Lucas!"
"El."
"Huh? Are they bad words?"
"WELL DUH!"
"Oh..I'm sorry max.."
"It's fine I guess.." I slapped my face.
"What now?"
"Uhh it's getting really dark..I think I should go home."
"Oh. Ok max, I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Yea I'll see ya!"
When I left I got on my skateboard and skated home. Once I opened the door I see Billy and my step father fighting like usual. I just ignore it and go to my room. Some fights are just yelling fights but others..they get physical. And trust me you do NOT want to watch those.

Hi guys..sorry it's really short. I've been tired because of basketball and school but I'll probably write another part on Saturday. But until then see ya!
Word count~ 270