Next Morning Akshu woke up and was preparing breakfast for the family when abhi came inside the kitchen.
Abhi- Akshu chalo tumhe tumhara surprise dikhana hain chalo jaldi.
Akshu- Abhi kya hai surprise.
Abhi- Akshu tum chalo naa.
He bring her to living room but akshu was busy looking at abhi and asking about the surprise
Abhi- Akshu vo raha tumhara surprise.
Akshu turns and spot rajshri there she runs towards her and hugs her tightly and start crying. Rajshri was creasing her hair and back softly her eyes filled with tears.
Rajshri- Choti Bitiya rani chup hoja aise nahi rote hain bus main aa gayi hu naa sab thik ho jayega. Bus bachee bus.
Akshu after crying her heart out she broke the hug and said
Akshu- Mujhse milne aap ab aaye hai naa meri shaadi main nahi aaye naa hi uske baad ab aapko yaad aayi hai apni bitiya rani ki jao main aapse baat nahi karti.
Saying she turned other side and looked at abhi with a pout.
Rajshri- Choti Bitiya rani maaf karde mujhe aaj ke baad aisa kabhi nahi hoga.
Akshu- ek shart par aapko maaf karungi
Rajshri- kya beta
Akshu- Aap mere pass hi rahogi mujhe apna time dogi aaru aur di ko nahi sirf mujhe 3 din tak phir milegi maafi.
Rajshri- done than.
Akshu then take rajshri to her room amd made her sit on the bed and then lay down on her lap. Soon she went to sleep. At the same time Abhi also came inside the room.
Abhi- Akshu so gayi kya badi Nani.
Rajshri- Haa beta so gayi tum betho idhar mere pass.
Abhi also go and sit near akshu leg.
Rajshri- Ab bolo beta tumne mujhe kyu bulaya woh bhi aise achaanak.
Abhi- Badi Nani aap toh jaanti h ki akshu ke saath kya kya hua hai.
Rajshri- Haa beta Jamai sa ne sab kuch bataya tha humme.
Abhi- Badi Nani Akshu ussi traume ki wajah se gaa hi nahi paa rahi hai. Mujhe dar lag raha hai kahi Akshu us trauma ko ander hi rakhegi toh us dard se kabhi mive in nahi kar payegi. Isliye aapko bulaya aap hi koi solution nikaliye kyuki mujhe toh bus aap hi ek rasta dikhai de rahi hai bus.
Rajshri- Beta main koshish kar sakti hu par
Abhi- Badi Nani aap koshish kijiye shayad usi wajah se kuch toh akshu apna pain bahar nikale.
In the evening Akshu was with Rajshri when she said
Rajshri- Akshu beta chal bohot din ho gaye tera gaana sune hue chal suna mujhe.
Akshu- Nahi Badi Nani mujhse nahi hoga mujhse nahi gaaya jayega.
Rajshri- Hoga beta tu koshish toh kar ek baar chal mere saath.
Rajshri took akshu to her room and made her sit on the bed. Then she go out of the room and came back with the tanpura in her hand.
Akshu beta ye tanpura teri nani aur teri maa ka hai jab bhi woh log sad hote the na is tanpure ko lekar bajate the. Le isse aur aaj tu bhi apna pain isse bajakar khatam karde.
Akshu took the tanpura and start tuning it but soon her hand feel the touch of other hand she looked up to see rajshri also playing the tanpura with her and ask her to follow.
Rajshri start playing a tune and singing and said akshu to join as well. Slowly akshu also start to sing along with Rajshri and after sometime rajshri stop and let akshu continue alone.
She was singing along with pouring her heart out with the song. Her every syllable was like a piercing nail in her skin. Which was poking her every now then. Like someone was choking her throat.
At the end of song Akshu started crying in the arms of rajshri.
Akshu- Badi Nani main apne bache ko nahi bachaa payi. I failed Badi Nani. I failed. Mera bacha mujhse naraz hokar chala gaya na ki maine uske baare main socha tak nahi aur usko safe karne ke liye kuch nahi kiya. Isliye chala gaya na woh main kya karu Badi Nani ki woh wapas aa jaye.
Rajshri- Nahi beta aisa kuch nahi hai. Woh naraz nahi hai aapse.
Akshu- toh kyu chala gaya mujhe chodkar. Aapko pata hai mere na sapne main kai baar dekha hai ki ek bachaa meri ungli pakad kar chal raha tha aur main uska haath chuda kar aa gayi.
Ye dard kahi nahi jaata kitni koshish ki maine aisa lagta hai jaise mujhe har chiz chub rahi ho. Mujhe kai baar saans nahi aati hai aisa lagta hai ki koi mujhe saans lene nahi de raha rok raha hai.
Jab bhi bahar dekhti hu na toh din nahi bus andhera dikhayi deta hai. Jaisa amawas ki raat ho.
Rajshri- Beta main samjhati hu jab akshara aur naira ki death hui thi tab mujhe bhi yahi feel ho raha tha. Ye takleef kahi nahi jaati hain Main janti hu beta ki ye pain kaisa h aaj tak usse feel karti hu but beta us wajah se maine jeena nahi choda main aaj tak ji rahi pata hai kiske liye.
Akshu-Kiske
Rajshri- tum logo ke liye tumhare bade nanu ke liye. Beta tu bhi koshish kar apne liye nahi Abhi ke liye. Teri khushiyo ko wapas laa uske liye jo tujhe dekh kar khush hota hain. Apne pyar ke liye us takat ko pehchaan beta aur use mehsoos kar wih takat tujhe is dard ko sehne ka sahara banegi. You are not the Akshu i know. Akshu beat this pain came out stronger than you ever was. Akshu you are a lioness and lioness never gave up.
Akshu- Badi Nani I promise main ab happy rahogi so that mera baby jaldi aa jayega.
Rajshri- that's my girl.
Akshu hug rajshri who showed her thumbs up to abhi who was standing near door. Abhi whispered a thank you to her and whip a lone tear from her eyes.
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Ye track finish kal se in charo ki shadi then khera track and then accident track bohot kaam lined up hai.
See i feel that it was not upto the mark i feel like something is missing. Like i am not satisfied with this. Rest of the chapters i feel satisfied ki nahi it's good though i still ask cause bhai har koi meri tarah nahi sochta that's why. Still do you feel like me something is missing.
