Punkie Wunkie «Completed»

Chapter Four - Train Yard

~Cas Pov~
It was after school and I decided to go to the abandoned train yard to see my friends. I start walking there texting dean why I skipped study.

To Hottie Freckles🍃:Hey sorry I'm skipping study. I'm going to see my friends and hang out see ya later!
I wait for Dean's reply as I walk.
From Hottie Freckles🍃:Okay see ya later. Don't have to much fun without me tho!

I smile at his text then slide my phone into my pocket and continue walking to the Train yard.

I finally get there and hear Panic! At The Disco playing knowing Ruby was in control of the radio today. I walk up to them smirking "well look what the the cat dragged in!" Alistair shouts while jumping down from the train and walking up to me hugging me. "I'm back losers." I say chuckling "lovely. I was finally starting to miss you!" Crowley says in his thick Scotland accent. I flip him off and he winks at me.

"We heard you been hanging out with a jock. That true?" Ruby ask. Me and her never have gotten along very well "yeah it's true and if you can't deal either that I'll walk right back off from you stereotypical losers." I say growling at her "hey hey I was just joking!" She says chuckling.

I roll my eyes and see Abbadon walking up. "I brought the alcohol!" She says putting the beer down. I jump up into the train we had made ours it had couches, posters, our gang sign, food, blankets and pillows, radios, Christmas lights to light it up.

I sit on the couch inside and sit back, I let out a sigh and rub my neck. "I really did miss you tho Cassie." Crowley says before sitting beside me. "Well I'm glad I'm back because I missed you guys." I say smirking at him. We never smiled really...our group was a strong one so no chick flick moments. Absolutely none!

He just smirks back and winks at me. "I told you no Crowley. It's never gonna happen." I say chuckling but he just scoffs and grabs my chin so I look at him. "It will happen." He kisses me and I try to pull back but his grip is to tight so I just go with it.

I wrap my arms around his neck as he lays me back and crawls on top of me. "GO CROWLEY!" Alistair shouts chuckling slightly. "She hasn't even been back for a minute and he's already on top of her. Geez." Ruby says laughing and Crowley just flips them off.

I guess me and Crowley are a thing who knows. I didn't really care to be honest...

***

I walk into the house quietly since it was 2am. I step on a creaky board and flinch as the lights turn on. I look around to see Dean standing there shirtless only in his sweatpants. "Oh uh hey.." I say nervously rubbing my neck. "Where've you been?" He ask with a emotionless face. "With my friends. It ended up us staying there for a while singing along to our fave songs and just hanging out...and me and Crowley were together at his house for a while..." I say looking at my feet.

"Are you two together now or something...?" He says and I hear a crack in his voice. "Yeah I guess I don't know...we made out then went to his house but...I don't know.." I say in a small voice.

"HE USED YOU DIDNT HE?!??" He shouts making me jump. "what?? NO!" I say shaking my head looking at Dean seriously. "Then why don't you know if your together? You two fuck buddies or something?" He says coldly. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DEAN?? You think I just whore around on my spare time?? Your just like everyone else. You think I'm a slutty punk." Say tears going down my cheek as I run up the stairs to my room as I slam the foo and lock it.

I sit on my bed and throw my jacket and boots off. I lay down on my bed and sob into my pillow.

I hear a knock on my door. "I'm sorry Cas...I overreacted! Please I'm sorry." Dean says knocking on the door. I grab my boot and throw it at the door "FUCK OFF!!" I shout still sobbing. It goes silent but I hear Dean walking down the stairs.

I lay back down and soon pass out from sobbing.

*Next Morning*

I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock before I smash it with my hand. I jump up and unlock my door then head down to the kitchen. I see Dean in the kitchen eating, i don't look at him and I do not speak to him. I go to the living room and plop down onto the couch were Sam & Garth are sitting in front of the tv watching I don't even know what.

Dean slowly walks in and sits on the other side of the couch and I could feel his eyes staring at me. "You got a staring problem?" I say before looking at him to see he's looking at me apologetically. "Don't give me that look you jock brain." I say looking away from him to the tv "but...Punkie Wunkie..." He whispers loud enough for me to hear as he scoots closer to me. "No." I say growling.

"B-but..." He says putting his head on my shoulder and I feel his tears. That's when it hit me...guilt... "Fine...I forgive you..." I say turning around so I can hug him. "GABE YOU OWE ME 30 BUCKS!" Garth shouts and I hear Gabe groan.

Dean hugs me tightly. "I'm sorry." He says quietly. "Your forgiven you loser." I say sighing "you can do what you want. I'm sorry for trying to control your life...it's just...your my best friend besides Charlie. I just don't want you to get hurt..." He says looking into my eyes with those beautiful green ones. "I'm a tough girl don't worry dude. I'll be fine!"

I wouldn't be fine. Crowley was using me but he's all I had to take my mind off things...I was a whore but I don't care anymore. I'm a mess and nobody can help me no matter how hard they try. I will and always will be a Punkie Druggie.