Punkie Wunkie «Completed»

Chpater Seven - High All The Time

[DRUG USE]
~Cas Pov~
It was a Saturday and 7am. I was incredibly stressed with studying, my old friends, my new job, babysitting my brothers. Basically anything you can think of was stressing me out....

I sneak out the house and walk to the train yard. I knew they wouldn't be there since it was Saturday and they'd rather hang out by the cave at the beach.

I get there and open the train door before grabbing a bag and hopping off quickly. I walk about a mile away as I go thru the bag that has a couple joints and a lighter and a couple pills and acid.

I smirk as I light a joint and take a drag. "Hopefully this'll calm me down..." I say taking drags of the joint.

After I finish the joint I drop it and stomp it out. I then take some of the pills and acid out.

I smirk and take two pills and some acid.

* * *

I get home and I'm as high as a kite. "I'm back bitches!" I shout while laughing hysterically.

Dean walks down the stairs. "Where've you been?!" He says seriously making me laugh even more.

"Your high aren't you.." He says quietly.

"I'm as high as a kite baby!" I say giggling.

Dean just shakes his head and gives me a 'your fucking ridiculous Cas' look that I'm pretty fucking used to by now...

"Don't give me that fucking look! I'm sorry I wanted to get some stress off my chest! I'm a fucking stressed and depressed not to fucking mention suicidal!! I'm a fucking mess and I'm not getting any better! So just let me have a little motherfuckin high!" I try to say seriously but my voice comes out shaky.

Dean looks at me concerned as I can see the emotions in his eyes as he tries to hold his tears back. "So Freckles. How's it like dating a suicidal punk who happens to be a drug addict not to mention slut." I say seriously crossing my arms.

I look at the kitchen to see Anna and lucifer standing there tearing up slightly. "Whoops. I guess the secret is out." I say scoffing and turning back around grabbing the bag full of drugs.

I run out the house to the road running down laughing hysterically. "GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE NOW!!" I hear lucifer shout as he chases me. I chuckle and continuing running.

* * *

It was 12pm and I was slowly coming down from my high. I was walking down the sidewalk tripping over my own feet.

My lips were so chapped they were bleeding and my eyes were blood shot and hurt like fucking crazy.

I get to the house and walk in to see everyone eating pizza. I take my shoes off ignoring all the stares of disgust and look of sorrow.

I lean up against the wall wiping the blood from my lips. "Well well isn't the freak of the family..." I hear Anna say making me wanna punch something.

"Shut up you goat fucker." I hear Balth say as he walks over to me. He takes his shirt sleeve wiping my left over tears and blood. "Let's go get you cleaned up sis.." He says softly picking me up bridal style so I just rest my head on his shoulder and squeeze onto him.

He takes me to the bathroom upstairs and takes a first aid kit out. "Why don't you hate me like everyone else Balth..?" I say in a raspy and quite voice. "Because you're fucking sister and besides I'm always high." He says smiling a me sweetly making me smirk slightly.

* * *

He finishes cleaning all the blood and tears up. "Now go get some rest punk." He says in a manly voice. "Okay..gladly." I say getting up and stumbling to my room as I plop onto the bed and groaning from pain.

I don't know what the fuck I did when I was high but I was in pain.

I hear someone come in and sitting on the bed. "Hey.." I hear the person say. I turn over to see Dean. "Oh...hey..." I say before turning over to face the wall.

I didn't want him to see me like this.

I Was Weak.

I didn't want him to just think I'm a wimpy little bitch so I didn't let him see me in pain..

"Look at me Cas...I'm sorry I overreacted..." He says holding my cold hand with his strong warm ones.

"It's fine Freckles..." I say quietly before I feel him jump over and laying in front of me so he can see me face.

"Your eyes..." He says stroking my cheek with his thumb. "I can barely see your beautiful blue eyes with all the bloodshot..." He says sadly as I close my eyes as a tear goes down my cheek.

"I'm sorry I was a complete and idiotic moron for reacting like I did...I just don't exactly want you to get hurt Bee..." He says softly kissing my cold as ice forehead.

I look into his green gems of eyes and we just sit there staring into each others eyes.

He kisses my chapped and bloody lips with his soft and puffy ones. His lips gave mine comfort making me not to pull away.

We finally pull away from each other out of breath and our faces are red.

I can't help but smile at him and he foes the same.

We just stay close to each other not letting each other go until we finally drift asleep.

* * *

I hear dean singing in the shower as my brothers are yelling downstairs. "WHERES THE CUPCAKE PLATTER?!???!!" I hear Gabe shout as I also hear a smash. "YOU MORON!" Balth shouts and I just shake my head smiling.

I sit up and stumble to the bathroom to Brush the taste of smoke out of my mouth. I walk in and dean is still in the shower. I get my toothbrush and toothpaste as I start brushing my teeth. Dean gets out and screams before covering himself and I just give him a 'shut the fuck up' look and he grabs a towel and quickly wraps it around himself.

"Sorry for scaring you freckles I just needed to get the taste of smoke out my mouth..." I say before rinsing my mouth out with water.

"It's uh okay I just didn't expect you to be in here..." He says clenching onto his chest. I just chuckle and continue brushing my teeth.

He walks up from behind me and grabs my waist pulling me back. I kisses my shoulder and back and I just shake my head before finishing brushing my teeth.

I turn around to kiss him and he bites my lip ring playfully. "I want food now let me go." I say chuckling. "Ugh fine." He says pouting and letting me go.

I head downstairs to see Gabe, Balth, Garth, Sam, lucifer & Anna cooking. "Oh god who's coming over..?" I say a little worried. "Our grandparents and neighbors since we're still kinda new to the town..." Anna says sighing

"I wonder what they'll think of the family freak!" I say looking straight at Anna with a look of hate.

"We'll see..." She says coldly.

I Hate Her Guts...Meaning I'm Fuck Her Get Together Up.

(I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS HORRIBLE YET FUN TO WROTE CHAPTER! I DECIDED CAS'S DRUG SIDE NEEDED TO SHOW AND MAYBE DOME DRAMA! MKAY BYE!) ❤️-Mc