Punkie Wunkie «Completed»

Chapter Twenty Eight - Gone Bad p1

~Cas P.O.V~
Dean's been ignoring me, I don't know why either. What did I do now? Is he tired of me? Does he hate me now?

I sat in Meg's room as she got ready for her date with some guy she met at the bar, I played a game on my phone as she threw clothes across her room.

She groaned and threw a pillow at me, "help me!" She says, "okay..what do you need help with?" I ask putting my phone away. "Like how will I know if we're meant for each other?" She ask sadly, "well...you'll feel like the world is going to explode and their butterflies and sparks in your stomach that hurt but you love the way it feels. When you look into each other's eyes it's like the world stops and two are the only people on earth.." I say.

She sits next to me and sighs, "you have it down huh?" She ask quietly as she nudges my shoulder, "he hates me Meg..." I say as tears trickle down my cheeks. "Hey hey clearance! He doesn't hate you! Don't think that! Maybe he's just busy in the shop and can't really talk..." She says pulling me into a hug.

I sob into her shoulder, "I need to go, do something..." I say getting up, "also I like the first outfit you tried on." I say as I walk out her room.

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I sat on a old bridge nobody drives on anymore, it had vines all over it and beneath the bridge was a old river.

My feet dangled over the edge as I started laughing, it was funny how I could just jump up and not know if it would kill me or not. I want to yet what good would it do me?

My phone started ringing, "hello? Who dis?" I say as I answer. "It's Sam, what are you doing?" He ask, "I am sitting at the old river bridge wondering if I should jump and go for a swim, you?" I say as I chuckled to myself, "are you drunk?" He ask, "yes! I found a liquor store and I drank it!" I say as I bust out laughing.

"Cas...why are you drunk?" He ask, "because! Your brother Deanie hates me, so might as well let the alcohol make me happy!" I say as I stare at the river below me, "he doesn't hate you Cas!" He says, "bye Sammy." I say as I hang up.

I stand up and jump into the road as I start walking down the abandoned road heading to the cave. I'm so done with everything, what have I done to Dean now? Probably something bad.

I finally get to the cave after a few minutes of walking along with running, I get there and soon break down as I start sobbing. "Fuck!" I yell as I punch the cave wall, I continue sobbing what feels like hours.

I hear someone clear their throat, I jump back and grab a nearby stone and throw it at them earning a 'ow!'

"Go away!" I shout as I hold my head in my hands, "just go away...tell Dean I'm sorry and I'm stupid and tell my brothers I'm sorry! Hell tell everyone I'm fucking sorry!" I shout as I start rocking back and forth, "tell Dean I love him..and I'm sorry he wasted his time with me." I say quietly.

The person sits in front of me as they put a hand on my shoulder, "why don't you tell him?" They ask, "because he hates my face." I reply as I start sobbing again. "What if w doesn't hate you? What if he's just scared you're hurting yourself and he doesn't want to watch you do this to yourself?" He ask.

"Because I know! Everyone I've dated Jared me because of my actions! I always mess something up!" I shout, "always.."

I raise my head up to see someone but it's to dark to see who it actually is,
"I love him so much...I just want to be with him but he keeps leaving me. He probably doesn't even love me, he probably just felt bad for me and dated me so he'd get a good reputation. He's probably already got Lisa by his side as we speak." I say as I lay my head on the persons chest. I heard crying, "are you crying?" I ask.

"Yes I'm crying! Because most of that is true!" The person shouts making me jump back, I pulled them into a hug, hell i didn't know this was but who cares. They sobbed into my shoulder as I tried to stop crying myself.

They pulled away as they got up soon picking me up and putting me over their shoulder, we walked off onto the bridge again. They set me down in front a sadly familiar car, that's when I saw their face. Goddamit.

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A/n:who shall it be?? Who knows! Stay tuned for next chapter! Don't forget to rate! Mkay baiii;3