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Abhi

Just rant( if you want to skip it, you can)

The day she started caring was the day self peace left the soul
The she started keeping things to herself was the day here shattered pieces never recovered
The day she was broken was the day she got mature
The day she felt throttled was the day she finally ended her life.
(Tbh, I don't know why I wrote this but thought of sharing with you 😅😅)

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MANALI🧡

Khushi: Guys! Parents se sab permission le lena Sherni ko drame nahi pasand!
(Translation: everyone take permission from their parents, I don't want any tantrums at the end)

Advik: Aye Aye Sherni

Only if I had someone to ask permission from. If you look at me i have everything a person could ask for, a 'privileged boy' who has 'perfect parents', loyal friends and a lot of money to spend. True, I don't have any right to complaint. But what if all the turns to be a lie? After all, har dikhti cheez to sach nahi hoti na?!
(Translation: every visible thing is not true after all, right?!)
I always had plenty of resources, my wishes were always turned into a reality except for one.... That's a "home", a sweet and loving home. In a big bungalow that has all luxuries, I still crave for a home. A family. The fact I crave to have one, but my parents, seeing them, I fear to have one...
" Abhi... Bachha, are you back? "
(Translation: kiddo)
The only person who makes this hell a little less miserable... my Granfather calls me snapping me out from my thoughts.
"Yes daadu, just coming to you" I screamed from my room in happiness
(Translation: yes grandfather)
My grandfather is the reason why I am LIVING today. He's the one who embedded all the qualities and values in me. I can do hell anything for him.
" Puttar ji, kesa raha aaj ka din? "
(Translation: son, how was your day?)
"Kesa hi hoga yaar daadu? Wahi usual teachers ka aana sunana jaaana"
(Translation: how it's meant to be grandfather, as usual the teachers came, gave lectures and went)

He gave me the funniest O expression.
"And what about that girl, about whom you were talking to Advik? "
Okay, I forgot to add, my grandfather is the best invader of privacy. He believes there is no need of privacy untill you turn 18+. He says, " Agar tum par nazar nahi rakhi gayi to, what if tum kisi ladki ko chhed aao ya koi galat kaam kardo")
(Tran. : if we won't keep an eye on you, then what if you do some wrong deed or
tease a girl)
"What girl daadu? And one sec, you were eavesdropping? "
I had a genuine question, but he had other way to answer it. He lifted his hand, called me closer and then twisted my ear. "Daadu... Leavee! It's hurting. "
"Khotte de puttar, tere baap ka baap hu! Bata rha h ke nahi? "
(Translation: son of a donkey, I am your grandfather... Are you gonna tell me Or not?)
" Okay but first listen another important news that's more interesting "
"Tell me, but after that... "
" Yes yes, there's a school trip... To Manali and for that I need your permission. My hitler father doesn't care until and unless he needs me in the office. And now the fuction is also over. So can I? "
"Is Advik going? "
"Yepp"
" Okay, but nothing wrong should happen and also you will keep me updated about everything happening and if I get to know that you are hiding something.... You know the consequences. "
" Sure daadu" Him and his rules
" And what's these rashes on your neck? "
How do I tell him, inki us ladki ki muskurahat ke nashe mein I ate bhaaji that had tomotoes( which I am allergic to)
(Translation: how do I tell him, because of 'that' girl's smile , I got lost in it and had tomatoes)
"Nothing, ate tomato ketchup accidentally"
" Ohh, now go and start packing. "
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Advik: Brooo finally , a TRIP! don't show your end moment tantrums. Manali ki waat lagake aani hai.

Abhi: I will also see, how much you stay with me, afterall you are going for khushi... Your first love!

Advik: Abhi kahan... She's not getting convinced.
(Translation: not right now)

Abhi: when did you propose her?

Advik: not till now

Abhi: confess?

Advik: no...

Abhi: so how's she supposed to get convinced? You dumbass.

Advik: ok- ok, person with 0 relationship experience is advising me, kya din aagye.
(Translation: what days have come)
Abhi: get lost.
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Although I have told Advik that I am coming but I am still dicey about it. Being 24x7 around 'her' will make it more difficult for both of us. I know her enough that sudden change in me will affect her but that's what best for both of us right now and also I don't wanna spoil her trip by making her uncomfortable around. But I can't ditch Advik, specially when he's so excited and making plans.
Going on a trip means another step towards death... Death by her. Her honey like voice makes me go weak on my knees, when she takes my name, oh god! That's a death which I can joyfully accept. Whenever I am close to her, her fragrance makes me go wild. It seems like the fragrance tells about her being bold but sweet. Whenever I see her with her books reading with utmost passion, the view of it is mesmerizing. I wish I was a fictional character in her book who could see her all the time....

She's the open book, but the reality is I am illiterate. Maybe some other day, I will be hers and she will be MINE!!

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