Cuz it's all about Youth!

Trisha

His words  were enough for me to overthink all night. Words can be deeply hurtful. THEY CAN HURT YOU MORE THAN A SWORD CAN. Since morning, my inner conscien is fighting, whether I should talk to him or simply stay away from him.
"Trishuu, are you listening to me? Why do keep zoning out? " Avi interrupts me.
" I am yarr, I am not zoning out? " I say in complete annoyance. "Whatever! " He felt bad, great! I made him upset too. As soon as I was about to say something, the bell rings. I always wonder why the bell rings at the wrong time. It always rings so late, when it's some boring lecture and so early when it's a break. Eh, why am I even thinking about school bell? I am getting crazier day be day I guess. As I enter my class, I saw Abhi. God dammit!! His smiling face... It's soo gorgeous. How do I take off my eyes? Those dark brown eyes seem like an ocean, I want to drown in. His smile... damn those lips... Trishaa, you really need to stop thinking about him. Soon he notices me, we have this ' not more than 2 seconds' eye contact and he goes back to his seat. Why bhagwaan ji yaar?! I didn't even do anything to deserve this. He was the one who took me to the cafe, he was the one who initiated the dance, he even brought a silk for me yarr. Is he angry? Did I do something wrong? I forced him to eat, is this because of that? But that was such a small thing and after all the Pav Bhaji was worth tasting .I don't think he will get angry and avoid me because of this. Then why the hell is he being so complicated?!
'I can't think about him all the day and ruin it. I will have to focus on the things which are more important. ' I explain this to myself, after every 10 minutes but those words keep replaying in my mind. Why did he say so? I deserve an explanation atleast. Should I confront him?
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In the lunch break, the whole group was discussing about the upcoming trip. I don't know why am I so obsessed with that person. While everyone is excited, I am searching for him. Here he comes.... I try to hide my idiotic smile after seeing him. AND, here he ignore me again. WHY AM I LETTING HIM CONTROL MY EMOTIONS, this is so not fair!
"Oye, you coming na? Baad mein nautanki nahi chahiye ki permission nahi mili" Khushi asks me.
(Translation: I don't want excuses that you didn't get permission)
"  I'll ask and tell you bro " I respond
"And you, Mr. Abhi Arya? " Khushi asks him
" I am not coming, I won't like to be a third wheel between you and Advik" Khushi blushes at his statement.
Woah. What's happening bro. We knew they both liked each other but is there something actually going on between them? If it is then I am very happy for both of them.
" You are coming, that's final. Don't be a drama queen now. " Advik states it as an order. He's the only one who can actually make Abhi dance on his fingers.
"So that's final, 'everyone' is coming. Only Trisha has to take permission from her parents. Wohoo! SHIMLA.. WE ARE COMINGG! " Khushi shouts out of excitement.

If the hurt comes, so will the happiness.
~Anonymous

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